motor home at the track, right? Why donât you?â
âI do. But I donât usually bring it when we come out west.â
Her gaze flitted around the room again. âYou didnât have to go to so much trouble for me.â
âI like to.â
Sitting cross-legged with her feet bare and her hair pulled back in a loose ponytail, she looked more like a teenager than a grown woman with a mysterious past and a demanding business to run. She cleared her throat.
âWhat now?â
âWe could make out.â
After a startled jolt, she surprised him by scooting closer and looping her arms around his neck. âI have no idea what Iâm doing here.â
He pulled her into his lap. âMaking me really, really happy.â
âThatâs quite a step up from making you miserable.â
âItâs been quite a day.â
He took his time at the races for granted. Even though he was in his first year as a team owner, his sponsorship days had afforded him days at every track on thecircuit at one time or another. Conducting business with the roar of engines in the background was as normal as doing it in a boardroom.
Today, though, everything was fresh again. Heâd seen all the action, frenzy, lights, colors and crowds through new eyes.
Sheilaâs eyes.
Her golden-brown gaze searched his. âI donât belong withââ
He laid his finger over her lips. âDonât. Please.â Desire invaded him as surely as her smiles had touched his heart, so he brushed his mouth over her cheek. âThis weekend is a bubble in time. Until Sunday night letâs forget the past and even the future. Okay?â
âOkay,â she whispered, her breath teasing his skin.
As he kissed her, he promised himself to go slow. He didnât bring her here for a weekend fling. She was an investment. A woman who mattered a great deal to him. He wasnât going to blow his chances at a real relationship by losing control.
Like last time.
That kiss in her apartment on Tuesday had been an inferno of long-suppressed need. Tonight heâd find gentleness. He wouldnât hurry or push.
Even if it killed him.
Even if the tips of his fingers tingled with every breath she took, every beat of her heart.
As things heated and hands began to roam, they both jerked back at the same time. Breathless, eyes wide, they stared at each other.
âI should probably go,â he said, forcing himself to stand.
Seeming stunned, she nevertheless nodded. âI guess so.â
He escaped before he could follow through on an impulse that would never gain him the bond of trust he wanted so desperately between them.
CHAPTER SIX
T HROUGH THE NASCAR N ATIONWIDE Series race on Saturday, Sheila mingled with CEOs, drivers, engineers and tire changers. She knew from her friend and celebrity chef Grace Clark that many of the major teams had a full-time cook, who kept the energy going and the home fires burning regardless of where their cars started or finished.
And she was astounded by the number of people to be fedâofficials, teams, sponsors and fans. She ignored Gil when he tried to insist she sit and relax, let people wait on her for a change.
She was in her element, as sheâd never expected to be in Gilâs world.
The racing itself was exhilarating, but she was even more impressed by the sense of community, the way everybody knew everybody. Team members joked with competitors under the food tents one minute and fiercely tried to defeat them on the track the next.
She couldnât remember a time sheâd had more fun.
Her life had been full of struggle and, oftentimes, betrayal and despair. Sheâd dragged herself to respectability through sheer force of will, and often wondered if a day would come when all sheâd built would crumble before her.
Today, that fear was a distant memory.
The moment the cars dashed across the finish lineâwhich she watched from the
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