if I succeed. She would have survived, too, if I didnât try to convince Mal. But, what if there are other possibilities? Maybe I can slip Malâs people, get free, come back to get Miranda.
Or maybe you get yourself killed and you both die , the voice in my head says.
Too late now , I think. And it is. Mal now has a chance. With me. And he will hold me to it.
âTake me to Miranda,â I say.
Miranda starts saying my name when she sees me, but it gets lost in this rush of blood in my head, and before I know it Iâm moving forward and pulling her close to me and holding her tight. The scent of her hair fills my head and some tension in me uncoils and some hope for the future returns.
She holds me back, her arms tight before she pulls away. âYouâre cold and wet,â she says.
âLong story,â I say. Iâm glad to be out of the water and not freezing, but I feel like shit.
âLet me look at you,â she says. She pulls back my shirt and inspects the bullet wound from however many days ago. Then she feels my forehead and then my wrist, quickly finding my pulse. âWell, your wound seems okay. I did a good job patching you up.â
âYeah,â I say. âThank you for that.â And she did. I mean I still feel some painâhell, I was shot and stabbed and all thatâbut Iâm feeling a lot better. Aside from the freezing and the head blow.
âI think you should hire me to protect you,â Miranda says with a smile.
âI think you might be right.â
I spend a moment to take her in. Her dark, wavy hair is tied back in a loose, messy ponytail, and her glasses still perch on her nose. Good. I was worried she might lose them in the fall from the Cherub. Her light-brown skin looks paler than usual, and she looks tired, but otherwise she seems to be in good health. Fed, at least.
I lose some time staring into her light-brown eyes. She places a calloused hand on my cheek.
âWe donât have a lot of time,â I say.
âWhy not?â
I shake my head. âThe ship. Itâs sinking.â
âI know,â she says.
âWell . . . I convinced Mal that I could find a way to fix it.â
âWhat?â She looks at me, incredulous. âCan you?â
âI think so.â
âHow?â
âI have to leave the ship,â I say. âGo see someone. See if I can find a replacement for his pumps.â
âYouâre leaving?â One hand is on her hip. The other pushes back a tangle of hair from her face.
âIt was all I could think of,â I say. âHe was going to let me sink with the ship.â
Miranda exhales noisily and shakes her head. âWhat did you do to him, Ben?â
âThatâs not important. Iâll tell you all about it later.â I put my hands on her shoulders. âBut you need to knowâheâs letting me go, but . . .â
âBut what?â I hear the edge in her voice, the familiar sound of her realizing that this isnât going to be good for her.
âHeâs using you as leverage.â
âWhat?â
âHeâs going to put you down below. Where the water is coming in. Incentive for me to come back. Quickly.â
âBen!â
âI know, Iâm sorry. I never expected that. If I knew thatâs what he was going to say, I never would have proposed it. But itâs too late now. He wants to make sure Iâll come back, and heâll use you to make that happen.â
âBen . . .â I hear the anger in her voice, and she turns away from me.
âIâll come back for you,â I say. âI promise. Iâm not going to abandon you.â
âBenââ
âMiranda . . .â
She turns back to me. Her jaw is set. âI know, you plan to come back. To get me. But thereâs no guarantee that youâll be able to do that. And I was working on a way to get
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