feeling that comes with flying. I like being out of control. And I made peace with that side of myself.
âHow?â
âBy believing that nothing lasts forever.â
âNothing?â
He lifted their joined hands and brushed his lips against hers. âNothing, but some things make the fleetingness of life worthwhile.â
âMe?â
âYou,â he said, his deep voice dropping an octave.
Five
J ack had learned early that he needed to spend a lot of time outdoors. Sports were the one constant in his ever-changing life. Exercise was something he enjoyed. Lauren eyed him curiously when he turned off the highway and pulled to a stop near a deserted park.
âWhat are we doing?â she asked.
âSnowshoeing. Thereâs an easy path nearby.â
âIâve never done that before. Is it hard?â
âNo. Itâs soothingâ¦quiet and peaceful.â
Sheâd been working all night and he wanted to take care of her. Between the moon and his flashlight, theyâd be able to see. He gestured for her to stay putin the H2 while he got their gear together. âWould you like some hot cocoa?â
âYes, please.â
He grabbed the Thermos and poured a cup for each of them. She smiled up at him but quickly glanced away. She was nervous. It reassured him in ways it really shouldnât have.
He started to tip his cup toward hers in a silent toast, but she stopped him. âTo living large and finding happiness.â
He tapped the rims of their glasses together, his eyes never leaving hers. She had the most expressive eyes. He should warn her that her secrets were there for any man to see. To delve into and take advantage of.
He knew that living large with Lauren was dangerous. More so than any out-of-control ride down a racetrack.
He turned away, taking a deep swallow. How had she turned the tables? And how could he regain control? âI made soup for later.â
âFrom a can?â she asked with that spark in her eye that said âmen canât cook.â
âNever.â
âTakeout?â
âNo.â
âWellâ¦â
âWhat?â he asked, sorting through the gear and getting the sticks ready for them to use.
She narrowed her eyes. âCome on, fess up. You can cook.â
He shrugged at her. He didnât want to discuss it, but he liked to eat and had never really stayed put long enough to find decent take-out places.
âWhereâd you learn to cook? Your mom?â she asked.
âNo. In a night class,â he said, handing a pair of snowshoes to her. He gave her some brief instructions on how to snowshoe.
âWhy?â she asked in that quiet way of hers.
Never talk about old lovers with a potential one. Years of navigating the dating scene had made it easy to lie. At least in the past. With Lauren things were different. âUmâ¦I wanted to.â
âOh, I see. Was she blond, brunette or redheaded?â
âBlond actually.â He put his shoes on and led her away from the vehicle.
Lauren laughed. He stopped to look at her. She had one of those laughs that made him want to say screw it and leave off these trappings of seduction. He wanted her. Learning each otherâs secrets could come later.
âPitiful, I know, but I really liked the cooking lessons, which have lasted longer in my life than she did.â
âI hope so, since you invited me out. Unless youâre planning on starting a harem.â
âToo much trouble. Pleasing women takes a lot of energy.â
âIâm not sure I like being lumped in a group like that. Iâm very low-key. Very undemanding.â
âHow do you figure?â
She stopped and toyed with the charm on her necklace. In the moonlight she seemed untouchable. âI wouldnât have asked you to take a cooking class with me. I always delve into his interests.â
Jack stopped, too. Lauren wasnât the kind of woman who
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