Rocked with Passion (A New Adult Rockstar Novel) by Lila Lacroix Page B

Was I really seeing what I thought I was seeing? Was this really happening? Oh my God, this was really happening. My heart stopped. Like, I’m pretty sure it completely stopped beating. At any rate, I stopped breathing. My eyes widened as I stared at the scene in front of me. It was like a train wreck: there was nothing here I wanted to see, but I just couldn’t look away.
    I dropped the keys that I was still holding, which made them both turned to look. Kevin immed iately went as white as a sheet as he pulled out of her, grabbing his pants and throwing them on. The blonde squealed and grabbed a sheet to cover herself up, staring at me with big brown eyes.
    “Sara? What the hell are you doing here?” Kevin asked.
    It took me a minute before I managed to get over the shock and answer him.
    “ I... I came to see you. Holy shit, what the fuck are you doing?” Tears welled up in my eyes. This was so, so much worse than what I had done to Kevin. This was a million times worse. I couldn’t believe this was happening. Why did he do this to me? Why had Kevin betrayed me?
    “Kevin? Who is this?” The bimbo on the couch asked, looking at me suspiciously.
    “I’m his girlfriend. Or at least, I was.” Even in the situation I found myself in, I couldn’t avoid the complete irony of the situation. I’d expected to leave this apartment without a boyfriend, but I had never in a million years thought that it would be me breaking up with him. Of course, it was obvious to me now that that was what was going to happen. But holy shit, this wasn’t what I had expected to happen.
    “No, Sara, let me explain!” Kevin begged. I could feel the anger rising inside of me. I was in no mood to have anything explained to me.
    “It’s pretty self fucking evident don’t you think?” I replied.
    “I’m sorry, Kevin told me he was single” the bimbo told me, grabbing her clothes and putting them on. “What the fuck, Kevin?”
    “Don’t worry, he is now ” I replied.
    “Sara, Leanne, please, it’s not what it looks like.”
    “Don’t insult my intelligence. You’re fucking someone else, how could it possibly not be what it looks like?” I replied.
    “Yeah, this pretty much seems exactly what it looks like” the other woman replied as well, standing up. I could see the fury in her face as well. Kevin had obviously been leading us both on, making us both think we were the only women in his lives. The rage inside of me was growing. I was angry. Actually, I was more than angry. I was fucking livid. I couldn’t believe Kevin had done this to me, after all the guilt and shame I’d felt for kissing Jonathan. Not to mention I couldn’t believe he’d done this to me at all. I was supposed to be his girlfriend. We were supposed to get married. We were supposed to be together forever, happy forever.
    “I was just lonely. I missed you, and I succumbed to my misery. It was once, just this once, I promise!” Kevin began to beg, his puppy dog eyes pleading for me to forgive him. Before I had a chance to reply though, the other woman cut in:
    “Are you fucking kidding me Kevin? Of course it hasn’t been just this once. You’re such a fucking liar. You’ve been telling me for six months that we’re a couple. I had no idea you had a girlfriend. I’m sorry, I wouldn’t have ever gone out with him if I didn’t know you two were together” she told me. I nodded.
    “Yeah, looks like he took us both for a ride.”
    Kevin’s eyes widened as he realized that the two of us knew exactly what he had done. We were both incredibly angry, and both of us wanted blood.
    “It’s... ummm, it’s not really how it looks...” he stammered, but it was way too late.
    “You’re a piece of shit, I never want to see you again” the woma n told Kevin as she stormed out.
    “Same with me. I can’t fucking believe you.”
    “Wait. You wait, Sara. This is your fault, more than mine.”
    “What? My fault? How on earth is this my fault? You’re