intertwined my fingers with hers. I leant in; my lips softly finding hers. Our breathing became in sync. Why couldn’t I just do it? Just kiss her you idiot! I was having some kind of war in my head whether or not to cross that line. I definitely wanted to do more than cross that line but I wanted her to trust me. And then she grabbed the back of my head and kissed me and that line vanished in an instant. I entered my tongue between her lips and she let her tongue encircle mine. She was grabbing my hair and I had my hand under her top on her back. The kiss was so passionate and sexy. I’d never kissed someone like this before. She moaned into my mouth and I lost all control. I moved my hand over her soft skin around to her breasts and then moved up to her neck. She moaned again and her body started moving against mine. She wanted me and I wanted her. I removed my lips from hers and traced a line down her neck. She slid her top off and I found myself kissing her breasts. Victoria’s hands were in my hair pulling and her stomach was arching under me. I moved my kisses down to her stomach and licked across her panty line. I blew over it and I felt her shiver underneath me. I looked up at her while I slowly pulled down her pants, searching for her approval. And I got it, she moaned again. I threw her pants to the ground and moved my tongue downwards until I could taste her. I cupped her bum cheeks in my hands as I licked and sucked and pulled her up towards me. Her body started to convulse underneath me as she moaned uncontrollably. I moved faster. She tasted so good. The more she moved, the harder I worked and then it was over. I rested my head on her stomach, her hands in my hair and we fell asleep.
Victoria I woke up and he was gone. I missed his touch already; his skin pressed against mine. I had it bad but now that he had gone, I started to feel worried he didn’t feel the same way. I went down to the kitchen and Jake was sitting there eating breakfast. He didn’t look up at me or say a word and my anger got the best of me. “Get what you want did you?” He looked up at me. “What are you talking about?” Great he was pretending nothing happened. Or maybe he was actually too drunk and doesn’t remember. Oh shit. What have I done? I tried to shrug it off. “Nothing. Doesn’t matter.” I went to walk out of the kitchen and Jake quickly swung around the kitchen bench in front of me. “Victoria, I loved last night. I wasn’t using you. I just don’t want you to feel pressured into anything. I’m giving you an out.” “An out? You think I can’t get my own out? I don’t want an out, Jake. But obviously you do.” He looked confused at my accusations. “I can’t get you out of my mind Victoria but…” he hesitated, “…you deserve so much better than me.” “Because you’re a man-whore?” I harshly questioned. He looked uncomfortable and I had to apologise. I was being way too harsh. “Sorry.” “No, I guess that about sums me up.” He caved and looked utterly broken. We both stood awkwardly. “You know I would give up every single girl so I could hold you in my arms and stare into your eyes? No one else’s Victoria, only yours. Hell- even if you don’t want me, I think it will be a long time before I can touch anybody else.” “I scarred you that badly did I?” I quickly teased before things got too serious. I laughed but he didn’t join me. “I’m serious Victoria.” He pushed me up against the fridge; his god-like body pressed against mine; our faces inches apart. “I’m serious.” He said again. And he kissed me. This time soft and slow, not like last night. This time I felt his emotions, his love. He grabbed around my thighs and I wrapped my legs around his waist as he lifted me up. He spun me around and sat me on top of the kitchen