meant it, even though I have no idea what carbolic is. Itâs bound to be something horrible.
âBloody leave me alone,â I said, turning away from her.
Well, Nelly wasnât having that. She grabbed the bedclothes and pulled them off me. It was so flipping cold, I screamed. Then May came running in, wanting to know what all the fuss was about.
Anyway, it wasnât a good start to the day, so letâs leave it at that. I got up in the end because I didnât have any choice. There was a bowl of watery porridge waiting for me downstairs â no sugar of course â and some of that weird-tasting tea. Apparently, itâs the âsterilised milkâ that makes it so strange. I think itâs like UHT milk, but as we donât use that at home I have no idea whether it tastes the same.
Then, I had to wash at the kitchen sink, using the foulest-smelling soap Iâve ever encountered. Itâs called Wrightâs Coal Tar Soap â honestly. Just donât ask, because I have no idea. The smell is almost as bad as mothballs.
I completely forgot about cleaning my teeth last night. I suppose, when you think youâre going to die, it sort of becomes a low priority. This morning I discovered thereâs no toothpaste, so I had to clean my teeth with some weird powder I found in the suitcase. The toothbrush with it is made of wood and has real bristles. Honestly, it was like putting an old garden broom in my mouth. It was horrible. Iâd have given anything for my electric toothbrush and a tube of Aquafresh.
I had to ask May what I should wear for working in a factory. Well, I donât know, do I? Iâm just glad that May was around, because Nelly isnât talking to me. I suppose Iâll have to apologise to her soon, but she doesnât make it easy. Sheâs just as cross and disapproving now as she will be in the future.
Maybe I should try to get her to lighten up a bit. Or would that amount to messing with the future?
So, now weâre on our way to work. Itâs still dark, and the street lights are off, so Iâve got to make sure I stay close to the girls or Iâll lose them. Thank God I found some flatter shoes in the case, and some nice tailored charcoal wool trousers (high waist though, Iâm not used to that), a cream cotton blouse and a dark red jumper. I donât have a big coat, just the suit jacket, but the girls are moving fast, so Iâm getting pretty warm almost running to keep up with them. My gas mask box is slung over my shoulder and itâs banging against my hip. Iâll probably end up with a bruise. I donât suppose theyâll have any arnica gel for it. Mumâs always got some homeopathic stuff for whateverâs wrong with us. Dad calls it mumbo-jumbo, but she swears by it even when heâs going on about it having no proven scientific effect.
âHurry up, Queenie,â says May. âIf you donât get a move on weâll miss the bus.â
âHow much further is it?â I ask, trying to hold the box against me so it doesnât keep hitting me.
âJust round the corner.â
Iâm almost jogging as we round the corner and â oomph! I run straight into someone, a big someone, banging my nose on hard brass buttons in the middle of his chest. A pair of arms grab me to stop me from bouncing off him and onto my backside.
âSorry, Miss. Didnât see you there.â
I look up â and itâs a long way I can tell you â into the face of a soldier. Heâs fairly young, I think, although his voice is quite deep and heâs very tall. Itâs still too dark to see all his face clearly, but his smile is quite nice.
âThatâs all right,â I say, smiling back at him. I donât usually smile at strangers, but thereâs something about this guy. I suppose itâs because he saved me from falling over, and heâs so solid. He seems familiar, like
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