studio.â
Lucy looked astonished. âReally?â
âAt the time I didnât know what she meant. But now I can answer. My dad was a difficult guy, but it seems in some ways you knew him betterâand certainly stood up to him moreâthan any of us. So, as far as Iâm concerned, you should feel free to come and go, use the studio, or whatever, all you want.â
âYouâre very kind.â
Greg smiled, feelingâconsidering his still-simmering angerâabsurdly gallant. âItâs my pleasure. Now I must be getting along.â
As he turned away, she stopped him with a gentle touch. âAre you going to be all right?â
âIâve no idea. Iâll know better when Iâve decided what Iâm going to do about all this.â
âWhat can you do?â
Greg shrugged. âDonât know that either. But you can be very sureâ something.â
EIGHT
C owichan, which in the Coast Salish tongue means âwarm land,â is the name borne by a number of geographic features on the south end of Vancouver Island. The Cowichan Valley is a fertile depression bounded in the west by the spine of the island and on the east by the ocean. Cowichan Lake is an extensive body of water sitting at the upper end of the valley. This, in turn, is drained by a river of the same name, which winds eastward for forty kilometres until, after skirting the city of Duncan, it empties into the sea at Cowichan Bay. In winter, this waterway can be a swift torrent, barely tamed by control gates at the lake end, saved from flooding only by the high, wooded banks that confine most of its length. For the rest of year, the flow is more benignâhost to fishermen, swimmers and tuberiders galoreâbut even then, it is never less than lively, demanding care and respect.
Upon rising on the morning after he talked to Lucy, Gregâs first action was to make coffee and walk down to the river. No longer did he try to avoid the place where his mother had launched herself into the hereafter; indeed, he went there purposely. Though his face showed no emotion, his mind hummed with a continuous background harmonic of anger, as strong and as cold as the waters flowing by.
Deliberately, he gazed at the spot where the sad pile of his motherâs clothes had lain, letting the memory act as a spur to the resolve that was hardening within. What action this would produce he did not know, but the stimulus was necessary. All his life had been spent gently, in mild pursuits, top priority going always to the avoidance of conflict. This had brought comfort and security, but also isolation and loneliness, alienation from the people who had given him being. âYou donât know what youâve got till itâs gone.â The sentiment from the old song had an uncomfortably appropriate resonance right now. His familyâall but his semi-stranger sisterâwas certainly gone, dispatched in little more than the blink of an eye. That he was not to blame didnât matter. That nothing would ever change what had happened was not the point. If life was not to be completely meaningless, eventually he had to make some kind of response.
With that understanding firmly in mind, Greg returned to the house, showered, made breakfast, then set about the obvious things that needed doing. Heâd already decided to take some time off work; since he had vacation time accumulated and May was slack, this wouldnât be a problem. But because it was Sunday, he couldnât tell his employers till tomorrow. The rest of the day he spent tidying and sorting and exploring the âoffice.â Though it had once been his bedroom, he wasnât sleeping there, using his sisterâs room instead.
As executor, it was his legal duty to sort out his parentsâ affairs, no small task, but one for which training and temperament made him well qualified. The rolltop desk where heâd discovered the will
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