still there, Mira, a brittle forty-something blonde in an iridescent pantsuit, and Campbell, broad-shouldered and handsome, his red hair trimmed close above a prominently boned face.
âThis is my friend Nick,â Sue had said, the word she choseâ
â friend â
âinadequate, hurtful.
Nick blushed, suddenly sorry he had come. âI just wanted that book,â he said off the top of his head.
âThe book. Right.â Coldly, she added: âIâll get it.â They listened to her mount the stairs, Mira in her shiny pantsuit, Campbell in a summer sweater of hand-woven silk, Nick in torn Levis and a pair of beat-up work boots he had stolen from Jake last Christmas. Nick scratched his head, studied the weave of the carpet.
Mira Thompson cleared her throat. âWhere are you from, Rick?â
He stammered, started to correct her, thought better of it. He managed to get it out at last: âLouisiana.â He coughed, abruptly conscious of his bayou accent, so different from the honeyed cadence of old Savannah.
Suddenly he understood Sueâs reluctance to bring him here, to introduce him to such people.
And hated himself for it.
âMira and I just love New Orleans. Went down for Mardi Grasâwhat was it, Mira, five years ago?â
Nick studied his boots.
âWhat do your folks do down there, son?â
âSales,â Nick said. It might have been the most shameful moment of his life. He smiled weakly. âDadâs inââ
Sue saved him. She appeared at the bottom of the stairs in a rush, thrusting a paperback at him. He shoved it in a back pocket without even glancing at the title.
âIâll be off then.â
An awkward moment passed, everyone standing and talking simultaneously, handshakes exchanged, and then Nick found himself on the stoop alone with Sue, staring into her angry face.
âIâm sorry,â he said. âIâll callââ
âIâll call you.â
But she did not.
In the days that followed, Nick blew off classes, drank beer, and studied the book she had given himâan unread copy of Sons and Lovers from the British novel classâfor answers to questions he dared not ask. The third afternoonâa sullen, rainy day that reflected Nickâs moodâshe showed up at his door.
âWhatâs up, Nicky?â she said, dropping her coat. There was nothing underneath, just the long, slim lines of the body that haunted his dreams. He knelt before her.
âNick,â she said. âOh, Nick.â
Neither of them ever mentioned her parents again.
âHey, buddy!â
Nick turned. The ticket attendant rested his elbows on the counter.
âYou talking to me?â
âYou the one with that redhead, the two fellas?â
âYeah.â
âOutside. Said theyâd be in the car.â
Nick nodded, a knot loosening in his chest. That sense of resentmentâthe three of them closing ranks against himâretreated a little. Waiting. âThanks.â
Nick hurried to the stairs, anxious to escape the bus stationâs contagion of fried food and diesel fuel, the doubt spreading like infection in his mind. He glimpsed the Mercedes, an electric blue SEL 450, at the curb through the old men clustered outside the door. They turned to look at him as he passed among them, their faces inscrutable. The cold was like a wall.
âHey, pal?â
A hand touched his elbow.
âHey.â
Nick glanced over his shoulder, clasping the mailer against his chest. A seamed face leaned toward him: booze-stained eyes and stubbled jaw, teeth yellow and slick-looking in a smile that wanted something. A shit-eating grin, Nickâs father would have called it. The old manâs breath hung between them like a veil, a reek of cigarettes and cheap wine.
âYou got a buck? Coffee?â
Involuntarily, Nickâs hand clutched his jacket, the roll of bills curled there, seed of a
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