room and sat on the bed. Dicey pulled her feet down and turned around in her chair. She sat backward in it, with her arms resting along the top, her chin resting on her arms. âIâve got papers to write, Sammy.â
âI donât care,â Sammy said. âJust telling me wonât take long, and then Iâll go away. That would be the quickest way.â
She chewed on her lower lip, deciding whether to be angry with him. He didnât let any expression onto his face. He figured sheâd see the sense of it and tell him. He knew sheâd rather talk than work on her papers anyway, which was why she was trying to get out of talking. That was the way Dicey treated herself. âOh, all right,â she said. âGive me a minute to remember.â
Sammy gave her all the time she wanted. She was looking at him but not seeing him, remembering. He looked at his sister, at Dicey: He knew she wasnât perfect, but there wasnât anything heâd change about her. Most people wouldnât agree, but he thought she was fine looking; he liked the way her eyes saw things and reacted, he liked the way she held her chin high, he liked the way her body looked, lots of angles. Her desk was set right below a window that faced east, so that in daylight she could look over to the pines, beyond which the water lay. He liked the way Dicey liked the water.
On one wall, she had a big bulletin board. Before she went away to college, that bulletin board had been filled, with notes and reminders from Dicey to herselfâabout what hours she was supposed to work at Millie Tydingsâs grocery store, what school-work was due, things she wanted to be sure not to forget. There were also pictures on it: a photograph Jeff had taken of her moored sailboat; a couple of magazine pictures of big ocean-racing yachts, their sails trimmed against an ocean wind; and an old cartoon Jeff had given to her, years ago, its paper turningbrown with age, as if it had coffee stains on it. In the cartoon, there was a maze built in a box, but the mouse that was supposed to run around the maze to find food, or something, had chewed a hole in the floor and was busy tunneling its way to freedom. Sammy liked that cartoon. There were no pictures of people on Diceyâs bulletin board. Sammy knew why, whatever other people might think. He knew that Dicey carried her people close in her heart, and didnât need any photographs to remind her. He looked back at her face. It was good to have Dicey home again.
âAnd whatâs so funny?â she asked him.
âNothing, Iâm just feeling good,â he said.
âYeah. Itâs so good to be hereââ and her quick smile washed over her face. âI think, it feels so good Iâm trying to make it feel bad with these papers. You know?â
âThatâs really stupid,â he said.
âTell me about it,â she said, and he laughed. âOkay, hereâs what I know. It isnât much. His name was Francis Verricker. He was a sailor, a merchant seaman.â
âWe knew that. They probably called him Frank, donât you think?â
âThe policeman in Bridgeportâyou never met him, did you?â
âYou kept sneaking around,â Sammy reminded her. âYou kept putting me to bed, and things.â
âCripes, Sammy, you were only six years old. The policeman said, when they were trying to trace him, that he was wanted. By the police. I donât know what for, but I remember once, in Provincetown, when you were maybe not even born yet or just a baby, some policeman came and asked Momma questions.â
âWhat do you think he did?â
âI never thought about it,â Dicey said. âI never thought about him much, if you want the truth. I never wanted to becauseâwell,it wouldnât do any good, would it? And if I did . . . it made me angry.â
âWhat he did to Momma?â Sammy knew
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