too?â
âYeah. Heâs had a computer ever since he was five. He likes to play games on it. And do his homework. And write letters, too.â
Heather smiled. âWell. He comes by it honestly, doesnât he?â
âWhat?â
âWriting.â
That seemed to please Lucas. He actually smiled. âI suppose you could say that.â He readjusted his glasses. âListen to this. This is from last February, about a month after he stayed here.â
Lucas began to read.
âMarnie, do you know that all of the time that there is is happening all at the same time? I donât really understand that, but I read it and it made sense to me just for a moment, while I was reading, you know? And that there are particles smaller than atoms called quarks.
âI miss you. And Kenny. I never had a normal life, you know? Iâm real rich, I guess, because my dadâs rich and he says that whatever heâs got is mine, too. But it doesnât matter. That was the thing, about last Christmas. I felt like I was normal. Just another kid. What I did was I pretended in my mind that I lived with Aunt Heather, that I would never have to leave there. Because being in North Magdalene was like I always thought it could be. To have friends. And just to be one of the kids. To go home at night and have Aunt Heather make me eat my squash.
âIâll be back in the summer. No matter what. One for all and all for one. Signed in blood. Your friend, Markâ The paper crackled a little as Lucas set it on the table. He took off his glasses and set them on the letter, then rubbed his eyes.
Heather volunteered softly, âHe wrote something similar to me, about coming back in the summer.â
Lucas sighed. âI told him weâd try to come here as soon as school got out, when I finished the book I was working on last spring and before I started my next book tour.â
âBut that didnât happen.â
âNo.â He looked up at her. âThe book I was working on took a little longer than I thought it would. And then my publicist came up with five extra cities for the tour and the âTodayâ show, too. It seemed too great an opportunity to pass up.â
âSo you canceled the trip here.â
âRight. Mark was upset when I told him. He begged me to call you and arrange for him to come alone. But I...â Lucas looked away, took in a deep breath, then finished at last, â...just didnât get around to it.â
Lucas picked up his glasses again, turned them over in his hands. âI could say I had a million things to do, getting ready for the book tour, and that thatâs the reason I couldnât pick up the phone and ask you if Mark could come for a visit. But you wouldnât buy a lame excuse like that, would you?â
Heather, still standing at his side, said nothing. He was right. She wouldnât buy itâeven if it was the truth.
Lucas stared at the glasses in his hands, but Heather knew he wasnât really seeing them. He was seeing Mark, picturing him, as Heather kept doing, all alone out there somewhere in the dark.
âHeâs always been such a good kid,â Lucas said. âNo trouble. Ever. Itâs been too easy to do just what your grandfather accused me of today.â
âYou talked with my grandpa?â
He nodded. âJack let me sit in on the interviews with Oggie and Kenny and Marnie.â
âAnd what did my grandpa...accuse you of?â
âOf pushing Mark to the side of my life.â A low groan escaped Lucas. âSweet God, let him be all right.â He threw the glasses to the tabletop with more force than was good for them.
Heather stared down at the dark crown of Lucasâs head. The urge to offer comfort was strong.
She thought to herself, If he was Jason Lee... and knew that if he were, she would wrap her arms around him, hold him close, soothe him with her cherishing touch and the
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