Texas Hellion by Jordan Silver

baby…” If I fucked her at this speed, full steam ahead, it’ll scare the shit out of her for sure; I didn’t want that. I never want her to be afraid to be under me.
    “No.” Now she became the aggressor, it was her nails that dragged down my back in a wordless cry of need. Her knees that came up and caged me in. Her hand reached down between us and fondled the heated steel between my thighs that was harder than ever before. When she rubbed my tip over her wet entrance I thought I would howl at the moon.
    Still I had the presence of mind to pull back, to make sure she was ready for me. This isn’t how I envisioned our first fuck. I wanted to give her more, not this hasty coupling with the day’s events between us. But her feverish movements and the soft fuck me noises she made kind of sealed the deal.
    I tested her with my fingers and the pool of liquid heat was more than enough to convince me. “Fuck baby, you’re so wet.” Even if I’d wanted to go slow, the feel of all that wet heat just waiting for me begged me to fuck and fuck hard. I ran my cockhead over her open slit, using it to stretch her for me. She was tight as fuck around my dick, just the way I like.
    When she shifted her body beneath mine and moaned I thought that was her way of telling me to get on with it, so I slammed into her, sending my cock into her belly. “Oh shit.” I held still in a state of disbelief as a million thoughts ran through my head. Her body shook in a semblance of shock and I knew I’d hurt her.
    The unreality of the barrier that met my cock had me pulling back to look down at her in wonder. “You’re pure?” How the fuck was that possible? I’d seen her body, that siren’s trap that was made for loving. She’d been about to get married for fuck sake. All these things ran through my head in the space of a few seconds until I looked down at her and the damage I’d done. Are you hurting, did I hurt you?” I felt like a green boy as I tried to assess the extent of the shit I’d done.
    “Don’t you dare treat me like I’m wounded.” She has no idea how off she was. “I’m not, just let me take care of you.” My heart was doing all kinds of crazy shit in my chest. I wasn’t prepared for any of this, not for the feelings she’d awakened in me, and definitely not for her innocence.
    How could someone who looked, talked and acted like she did be a virgin? But the evidence was all over my dick. I hadn’t seen that one coming. I pulled out and away, sitting on the side of the bed with my head in my hands. What the fuck had I done? I’d been a beast; her blood was on my dick for fuck sake.
    I had a running argument with myself as I sat there almost afraid to look at her. I finally turned to her and the look of mortification on her face sliced me in two. I reached for her and had to fight her when she stiffened up on me again. No way was I ever letting her go back to being that way with me, not after tasting her fire.
    “Look at me.” She kept her head buried in my chest and I had to be satisfied with just holding her for now. “I’m sorry I almost took you like that, but you deserve better.” I sounded like a dick but it was the best I could do, I was still in a state of ‘what the fuck’ myself. Never in my wildest dreams would I have imagined that she would be untouched. If I thought I felt for her before, nothing compared to what I was feeling now.
    “You don’t have to make excuses Grant, I know why you stopped.” There were tears in her voice and I wondered what the hell was going through her head. “What…?”
    “I don’t want to talk about it, just let me up please.” I looked at her bent head for a minute before giving into her wishes. She hurried to get back into her clothes and I felt like a heel. There was no doubt that she felt I had rejected her, but nothing could be farther from the truth.
    I watched her as she kept her head bent and her face turned away from me. She looked so small, so