head bowed.
“Wow. I had no idea you felt that way.” She was silent for a moment as if
searching for the right words. “Amanda, you’ve never really even dated
anyone. You scared all the guys off when you could see over the top of
their heads. Which one of those numbskulls would have fallen for you?”
Amanda hiccupped a laugh. “Numbskulls?”
“Absolute numbskulls,” Stephanie said adamantly. “Jason isn’t a
numbskull. If he wasn’t half in love with you when he asked you to marry
him, sight unseen I’ll remind you, then I’d be shocked.”
“Do you really think so?” At Stephanie’s nod, she said, “I hope you’re
right.”
Stephanie grinned. “Oh, I’m right.”
The door opened then, and Jason stepped inside. “Oh, hi, Stephanie. I
didn’t know you were visiting today.” It had started raining, and he was
hoping that he could lure his wife into bed. If he couldn’t work, he might as
well be doing something fun.
Stephanie looked at Amanda. “I’m on my way out.”
Jason looked between them. “You don’t have to leave just because I’m
here.” He liked Stephanie. Why would she leave?
Stephanie smiled and hugged Amanda. “I’m already gone.”
Jason stood in the middle of the room baffled. He watched as Stephanie
left, and Amanda got up and fussed around. “Mandy,” he started reaching
out to take her arm. “Were you crying?”
She shook her head and pulled away straightening the pillows on the couch
as if it was the most important thing she could do.
“Mandy, stop that!” He grasped both of her arms in his hands. “What’s the
matter? Have I done something to offend you? I know I’m working all the
time, but it’s raining! I have the afternoon off until milking time.”
“It’s not that,” she mumbled, not meeting his eyes. “I expected you to work
all the time. I didn’t come into this marriage blind.”
“Then tell me what it is. I can’t fix something if I’m not aware it’s going on,”
he told her. “I hate seeing you cry.”
Amanda took a deep breath. “I was just talking to Stephanie about how I’m
afraid I’m falling in love with you.”
He tensed for a moment, thrilled that she had feelings for him, but worried
because of the way she’d phrased that. “Would that be the end of the
world?”
Amanda shook her head, the tears starting to fall again. “I just hate the
idea of having feelings that don’t go both ways. It would be much harder to
be in a marriage with love on one side, than it would be to be in a loveless
marriage, which is what we signed on for. Does that make any sense at
all?”
Jason nodded. “It makes perfect sense. And you’re right. It is hard to be
in a marriage with love all on one side. I know. I’ve been there since the
day I married you.”
Amanda looked at him in shock, “But, you married me because you wanted
kids and we got along so well online and on the phone and stuff. It wasn’t
for love.”
Jason shook his head. “Maybe it wasn’t love on your side, but it certainly
was on my side. I’d never have asked you to marry me otherwise.”
Amanda smiled and brushed away the last of her tears burying her face
against him. “I’m so glad I’m not in this alone. I love you, Jason.”
He laughed and grabbed her in a bear hug. “And I love you, Mandy.”
She laughed and kissed his chin. “I’m so glad it rained.”
He leaned over to kiss her. “Wanna go upstairs and see my bedroom?”
“It hasn’t changed much since this morning,” she told him. “I mean, the bed
is made now, but that’s about it.”
“Let’s go unmake that bed.” He grabbed her hand and pulled her toward
the stairs.
“Are you going to make it worth my while to have to remake it?” she asked
laughingly.
“You bet. And I plan on keeping you in it for long enough that making it
again will seem pointless.”
“Do you promise?” she asked as he closed the bedroom door to shut out
the
“Wow. I had no idea you felt that way.” She was silent for a moment as if
searching for the right words. “Amanda, you’ve never really even dated
anyone. You scared all the guys off when you could see over the top of
their heads. Which one of those numbskulls would have fallen for you?”
Amanda hiccupped a laugh. “Numbskulls?”
“Absolute numbskulls,” Stephanie said adamantly. “Jason isn’t a
numbskull. If he wasn’t half in love with you when he asked you to marry
him, sight unseen I’ll remind you, then I’d be shocked.”
“Do you really think so?” At Stephanie’s nod, she said, “I hope you’re
right.”
Stephanie grinned. “Oh, I’m right.”
The door opened then, and Jason stepped inside. “Oh, hi, Stephanie. I
didn’t know you were visiting today.” It had started raining, and he was
hoping that he could lure his wife into bed. If he couldn’t work, he might as
well be doing something fun.
Stephanie looked at Amanda. “I’m on my way out.”
Jason looked between them. “You don’t have to leave just because I’m
here.” He liked Stephanie. Why would she leave?
Stephanie smiled and hugged Amanda. “I’m already gone.”
Jason stood in the middle of the room baffled. He watched as Stephanie
left, and Amanda got up and fussed around. “Mandy,” he started reaching
out to take her arm. “Were you crying?”
She shook her head and pulled away straightening the pillows on the couch
as if it was the most important thing she could do.
“Mandy, stop that!” He grasped both of her arms in his hands. “What’s the
matter? Have I done something to offend you? I know I’m working all the
time, but it’s raining! I have the afternoon off until milking time.”
“It’s not that,” she mumbled, not meeting his eyes. “I expected you to work
all the time. I didn’t come into this marriage blind.”
“Then tell me what it is. I can’t fix something if I’m not aware it’s going on,”
he told her. “I hate seeing you cry.”
Amanda took a deep breath. “I was just talking to Stephanie about how I’m
afraid I’m falling in love with you.”
He tensed for a moment, thrilled that she had feelings for him, but worried
because of the way she’d phrased that. “Would that be the end of the
world?”
Amanda shook her head, the tears starting to fall again. “I just hate the
idea of having feelings that don’t go both ways. It would be much harder to
be in a marriage with love on one side, than it would be to be in a loveless
marriage, which is what we signed on for. Does that make any sense at
all?”
Jason nodded. “It makes perfect sense. And you’re right. It is hard to be
in a marriage with love all on one side. I know. I’ve been there since the
day I married you.”
Amanda looked at him in shock, “But, you married me because you wanted
kids and we got along so well online and on the phone and stuff. It wasn’t
for love.”
Jason shook his head. “Maybe it wasn’t love on your side, but it certainly
was on my side. I’d never have asked you to marry me otherwise.”
Amanda smiled and brushed away the last of her tears burying her face
against him. “I’m so glad I’m not in this alone. I love you, Jason.”
He laughed and grabbed her in a bear hug. “And I love you, Mandy.”
She laughed and kissed his chin. “I’m so glad it rained.”
He leaned over to kiss her. “Wanna go upstairs and see my bedroom?”
“It hasn’t changed much since this morning,” she told him. “I mean, the bed
is made now, but that’s about it.”
“Let’s go unmake that bed.” He grabbed her hand and pulled her toward
the stairs.
“Are you going to make it worth my while to have to remake it?” she asked
laughingly.
“You bet. And I plan on keeping you in it for long enough that making it
again will seem pointless.”
“Do you promise?” she asked as he closed the bedroom door to shut out
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