The Abyss Surrounds Us
I’m done being quiet and small and underestimated.
    Maybe that’s why I punch Swift.
    She staggers backward, catching herself on the bed. My fist feels like it’s on fire, but it’s nothing compared to the sheer triumph that floods through my body. The imprint of my knuckles is rapidly fading from her cheek, but it’s there .
    Of course she lunges, her hands slamming into my shoulders, throwing me against the half-open drawers. I wait for the next blow, but none comes. She hesitates, every part of her body held in tension, then crawls into bed and rolls over, facing the wall. Doesn’t pull the blanket up over her, doesn’t say anything. From a typhoon to stilled seas in the blink of an eye.
    Adrenaline took me over for a second, but I’m getting my body back bit by bit, in bruises and aches that I can feel forming everywhere. Out of options, I sit on the edge of the bed, testing to see if she’ll snap at me. But Swift is drawing long, slow breaths now, the kind that bring you teetering over the edge of falling asleep. My gaze lands on her Minnow tattoo peeking out from behind her uneven blonde hair, on the ink that marks her loyalty and what it means to her.
    All of a sudden it strikes me: I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for Swift. I wouldn’t be alive if she hadn’t held me back when I was ready to tackle Santa Elena. If she hadn’t told the captain to bring me along. If she hadn’t caught me as the pill was on my lips. If it weren’t for her, one way or another I’d be another bloated corpse staining the NeoPacific.
    So when I lie back and roll onto my side, I decide I’m not bunking back-to-back with the girl who kept me from sparing Durga or the girl who dragged me aboard the Minnow and threw me into a janitorial closet. She’s not the girl who slammed me into a wall a minute ago or the girl who called me a shoregirl like it was the height of insult.
    I’m just going to sleep next to the girl who saved my life.

8
    The next morning, I wake up to the girl who saved my life shoving me out of her bed. “Captain said you’re hatching the beast today, since you’re all rested up,” Swift grumbles, stepping over me as she staggers to her feet.
    I prop myself up on my elbows, watching as she rummages through the drawers. I’ve got no earthly idea what time it is, apart from “not night.” There’s no window in Swift’s bunk, and it strikes me now that the janitorial closet might have been roomier.
    When she strips off her shirt, I don’t spare her the way she spared me. Her body is laced with scars, but that’s not the only thing marking her skin. Inked across the bottom of her rib cage is a bird, its pointed wings curving down toward her hips, its head covered by the bottom edge of her bra. A swift.
    Of course.
    â€œSo did your mom give you that name, or did people just see your tattoo and start calling you that?” I ask.
    â€œMom.” She says the word like it’s eggshells that she’s dancing over. “Now quit staring, jackass,” she snaps, and throws her shirt in my face. “Get off the floor. You’ve got shit to do.”

    Five minutes later, we’re jogging through the halls on the ship’s lowest level. Down here, the engines groan and grumble as if we’re passing through a giant metal heart, and the smell of saltwater winds through the air. The upper part of the Minnow is stitched together from mismatched pieces, the halls bleeding from metal to wood and plastic in a train wreck of bolts and glue. But down here, the comforts of the yacht parts melt away into the cold, industrial womb of a warship.
    We round a corner and step through a hatch into what I should have known the ship possessed from the start. The Minnow already has a built-in trainer deck. There are two huge cutaways with roll-up doors on either side of the hull that open out to the ocean, and

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