The eyes that had been alive with humor were frigid. Something hard, strong and unpleasant came into them. Seeing the change, Adam realized sheâd make a formidable enemy. There was grit behind the careless wit, the raw sexuality and the eccentric-rich-girl polish. He wouldnât forget it.
âStuart,â Kirby said in a brittle voice. âI really wouldnât know.â
âOh, dear.â At the arctic tone, Melanie caught her bottom lip between her teeth. âHave you two had a row?â
âA row?â The smile remained unpleasant. âOne might put it that way.â Something flaredâthe temper sheâd been prodding out of the wood. With an effort, Kirby shrugged it aside. âAs soon as Iâd agreed to marry him, I knew Iâd made a mistake. I shouldâve dealt with it right away.â
âYouâd told me you were having doubts.â After stubbing out her cigarette, Melanie leaned forward to take Kirbyâs hands. âI thought it was nerves. Youâd never let any relationship get as far as an engagement before.â
âIt was an error in judgment.â No, sheâd never let a relationship get as far as an engagement. Engagements equaled commitment. Commitments were a lock, perhaps the only lock, Kirby considered sacred. âI corrected it.â
âAnd Stuart? I suppose he was furious.â
The smile that came back to Kirbyâs lips held no humor. âHe gave me the perfect escape hatch. You know heâd been pressuring me to set a date?â
âAnd I know that youâd been putting him off.â
âThank God,â Kirby murmured. âIn any case, Iâd finally drummed up the courage to renege. I think it was the first time in my life Iâve felt genuine guilt.â Moving her shoulders restlessly, she picked up the wood again. It helped to steady her, helped her to concentrate on temper. âI went by his place, unannounced. It was a now-or-never sort of gesture. I shouldâve seen what was up as soon as he answered the door, but I was already into my neat little speech when I noticed a fewâletâs say articles of intimate apparel tossed around the room.â
âOh, Kirby.â
Letting out a long breath, Kirby went on. âThat part of it was my fault, I suppose. I wouldnât sleep with him. There was just no driving urge to be intimate with him. Noâ¦â She searched for a word. âHeat,â she decided, for lack of anything better. âI guess thatâs why I knew Iâd never marry him. But, I was faithful.â The fury whipped through her again. âI was faithful, Melly.â
âI donât know what to say.â Distress vibrated in her voice. âIâm so sorry, Kirby.â
Kirby shook her head at the sympathy. She never looked for it. âI wouldnât have been so angry if he hadnât stood there, telling me how much he loved me, when he had another woman keeping the sheets warm. I found it humiliating.â
âYou have nothing to be humiliated about,â Melanie returned with some heat. âHe was a fool.â
âPerhaps. It wouldâve been bad enough if weâd stuck to the point, but we got off the track of love and fidelity. Things got nasty.â
Her voice trailed off. Her eyes clouded over. It was time for secrets again. âI found out quite a bit that night,â she murmured. âIâve never thought of myself as a fool, but it seems Iâd been one.â
Again, Melanie reached for her hand. âIt must have been a dreadful shock to learn Stuart was unfaithful even before you were married.â
âWhat?â Blinking, Kirby brought herself back. âOh, that. Yes, that, too.â
âToo? What else?â
âNothing.â With a shake of her head, Kirby swept it all aside. âItâs all dead and buried now.â
âI feel terrible. Damn it, I introduced
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