that good for . . . ever.â
âThatâs not saying much, is it?â she said.
âNo.â He laughed again. âBut you donât need validation from the square business world. Look at all those adoring fans in there.â
âIs that where you come from now? Planet Square?â
âUnfortunately, yes.â
Love smiled but also looked concerned.
âDude, seriously, where have you been?â
âWhere havenât I been? I pretty much live on an airplane.â
âThat is not healthy.â
âI know, but thatâs my job.â
âYou could quit.â
âAnd do what?â
âI donât know, anything . You went to Stanford. Youâre a successful entrepreneur. Yes, I keep tabs on you, dumbass. Youâre smart. You probably have a shitload of money squirreled away because you donât have a house, a wife with credit cards, and three kids like most guys your age. And with a little work on the wardrobe, you could hop the last shuttle off Planet Square.â
âLetâs not get carried away.â Kennedy smiled.
âDo you like it? Your job?â
âHmm. Like it . . .â
She made a loud game show buzzer sound.
âYes or no question. Clearly, itâs a no.â
âItâs important. I like that .â
âYou can be important without spreading yourself so thin thereâs nothing but an empty jar left for you . . . and everyone else.â
âNow youâre speaking in lyrics,â Kennedy chided.
âMaybe,â she confessed with a shy grin, and lit another cigarette.
Kennedy pretended to hold a robot speaker box up to his throat.
â. . . thereâs nothing but an empty jar left for you . . .â he sang in his best robot voice, throwing both of them into fits of laughter.
When they caught their breath, Kennedy took a long look at Love and felt like she was the type of person he needed to help him feel real again, at least once in a while.
âIâm just going to admit it,â he said. âIâve been a complete dick.â
She held up her hand.
âWater under the bridge. Youâre here now. Which is awesome. And Itake it youâve turned over a new leaf and I can count on more of your presence in the future.â
âYes,â he said firmly. âAbsolutely.â
âGood,â she said, kissing him on the cheek unexpectedly. âGot to jump. Heading to New York tonight for a few East Coast dates. Maybe we should exchange numbers, like people who donât hate each other.â
âWe definitely should,â Kennedy said.
She held out her hand.
âPhone please.â
He entered the password and handed it to her. She entered her own number and picked up her phone when it rang. She handed his back.
âHello, Kennedy?â
He held his phone to his ear.
âYes, Love.â
âCall me sometime, you big lug.â
Belle had always called him that, and hearing it again choked him up a bit.
âPromise,â he said.
She smiled and hung up.
âYou better or Iâll hunt you down and have your legs broken.â
Love slipped back into the club through their secret entrance, leaving a smoke ring halo where sheâd been standing.
Day 4
L ater that night, Kennedy restlessly paced his dark hotel suite. Seeing Love had made him feel more connected, but it had also brought up a lot of pain about Belle. Memories of the three of them kept coming, keeping him awake. And it dawned on him that the reason heâd cut Love off was not so much because she reminded him of Belle, but more because she reminded him of how he was before Belle died. The night before she was killed, he had treated Belle terribly. That wasnât like him. It was almost as if heâd been stuck for fourteen years in that all-business bullshit martyr role heâd played with her that night. Which was why he felt the
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