was warming up to the two. They seemed to really want this baby, which made her decision easier. “ I hate to ask,” Melissa said slowly. “But are you really okay with just handing the baby to us at the end of this? What about your daughter? Will she have questions? I just need to know how you feel.” To be perfectly honest this was something Ettie had struggled with as well. It was one thing when she was just renting out womb space, it was a completely different matter when she was biologically the child’s mother. “ I’m not sure if there is a correct way to answer that. I guess I feel positive that this child will be loved and have two great parents. It makes it easier but I would be lying if I say it won’t be hard. Ideally, I would like updates. Maybe a yearly picture but I will be involved as little as you need me to be. This will be your child. You don’t have to worry about that. I wouldn’t have signed up for this if I couldn’t handle it.” “ That wouldn’t be a problem. We would want you to be as involved as you would like,” Roy replied. Melissa tensed up. They hadn’t discussed that. She wasn’t sure if that’s what she wanted but she didn’t want to disagree with Roy in front of Henrietta, so instead she stayed silent and steered the conversation in a different direction. “ Was there anything you wanted to ask us Henrietta? I feel like we’ve been giving you the third degree,” Melissa joked. “ I just want to make sure that you are okay with this process. Although this wouldn’t be my child, I want to know that he or she will be well loved and cared for,” Ettie said quietly. “ Henrietta,” Roy said grabbing her hand, “we want this child more than you know. We have such a wonderful life, we just want the chance to share that. You would help make our family complete.” They talked for a while longer, touching on sensitive subjects like what Henrietta would be comfortable with in the case of multiples and selective reduction, and if she would allow them in the delivery room when it was time. At the end of the meeting, Henrietta’s mind was made up, though she did ask for a few days to reflect on everything. Ettie had decided she would be the Gardner’s surrogate.
Chapter 4 Ettie decided to take the rest of the day off. She could talk to her mother while Lily was still at school. She needed to have a serious private discussion and Lily was at the age where she had started asking questions and eavesdropping. Andrea was in the kitchen when Ettie got home. “ Mom?” Ettie called out. Andrea looked up startled. “ Ettie. What are you doing home so early? Is everything okay?” she asked. “ I took the day off. Mom, I need to talk to you.” “ What’s going on Henrietta?” Andrea asked concerned now. “ Mom. You know about Lily’s tuition. And our bills. I was talking to Gina and Abbie and I had this idea to become a surrogate.” “ What?” Andrea spluttered. “ Having a child for someone.” “ I know what a surrogate is Ettie. Have you lost your mind?” “ Mother I’m being serious. I went to the Bloomfield Clinic, where Abbie had her procedure done about a month ago and I filled out the paperwork.” “ You did what?” “ Mom please let me finish. I need you to be on board with this before I make my decision,” Ettie pleaded. “ Ettie I…” “ Please mom. Listen.” Andrea nodded. “ I really thought about this for a long time. They are willing to pay me seventy five thousand dollars plus living expenses while I’m pregnant, medical expenses. That would cover Lily’s entire tuition plus pay off the house. This could change our whole life.” “ Ettie. We can come up with the money another way.” “ There isn’t another way.” “ George…” “ I’m not asking George for anything. He chose to walk out of Lily’s life. He has his own family. We have to worry about ours.” “ And how does all of this