Father. All men think about those things.â She leaned closer and whispered in his ear. Her lips were wet, her breath was hot. She suggested a few specifics the like of which Father Halloran had not heard in all hisyears of receiving confession. His stomach jumped to hear them. She snickered; then she seized his hand and licked it, like a dog.
He jerked it away as if he had received an electric shock. She reached swiftly for his other hand and pressed it to her breast.
âNo, Susan!â He stepped back, knocking over an ash tray.
She threw her arms around himâthey were like steel springsâand covered his lips with hers, fluttering her tongue inside his mouth.
âStop!â He pushed her away. She went stumbling backward.
âHypocrite!â she said softly when she had gained her footing. âYou donât fool me! You want meâjust as much as I want you! If you thought you could get away with it, if you thought nobody would ever find out, youâd grab me, wouldnât you? Youâd paw me. Youâd throw me down
here
, right
here,â
âshe stamped on the floor with her bare footââand do all those things youâre turning over in your mind. All of them. Youâd glut yourself, glut yourself like a pig, like a
pig
youâd grunt and drool and sweat over me, empty yourself into me, cover me with your spit and slimeââ Her voice rose higher, became coarser. âHypocrite! Filthy lecher!
Pig!â
On the last word she threw herself at the priestâ
âHelp! God help me!â
he croakedâas she sunk strong sharp fingers into his throat.
When Garth dragged her wild naked body off Father Halloran, the nails of her hands were stained as red as the nails of her feetâbut with the blood of the celibate.
V
CROSS OF PAIN
The Bishop was sitting stunned at the grotesque story when there was a knock at the study door. Gregory answered it. Mrs. Farley, the housekeeper, murmured something to him and Gregory excused himself to the Bishop and walked into the living room.
Susan Garth was there, waiting for him.
âHello, Susan.â
âHello, Father.â
âWhat can I do for you?â
She shrugged. âI just thought . . . maybe you could help me . . . maybe we could just talk about it . . . or whatever you want to do . . .â
âDoes your father know youâre here?â
âHe knows.â
âFine. Well, Susan, you come at a rather bad time. I have a visitor. Perhapsââ
Mrs. Farley entered the living room and put a note into Gregoryâs hand. âHis Excellency heard me tell you she was here,â she whispered in explanation.
The note read, simply:
Let me see her
.
Pocketing it, Gregory said to the girl, âWell, maybe this isnât such a bad time, after all. As matter of fact, Susan, Iâd like you to meet someone. His Excellency, Bishop Crimmings. Do you mind?â
âNo, Iâguess not.â
âThen come along.â He led her to the study and opened the door. The study looked to Susan about the same as it had the one and only time she had been in it. Perhaps the books were different;there was a typewriter that had not been there before; and seated in the leather chair Father Halloran had occupied was a big old man with white hair and a stern face.
Gregory asked the Bishop, âYouâll want me to stay, wonât you, Your Excellency?â
âNo, Father,â said the Bishop crisply. âYou may go.â
âPlease
stay, Father Sargent!â the girl pleaded. âI donât want to be alone here withââ She looked down at her lean strong hands.
âYou may
go,
Father,â the Bishop repeated.
Gregory left the study, closing the door.
It was very quiet in the room, but the quiet did not spell peace to Susan, as it had before. It seemed swollen with potential violence.
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