California and had found her in the kitchen of his grandmotherâs house and whirled her around, laughing and embracing her. She smiled with the thought. It was a good thought. And now, fifteen years after that, him a big Hollywood writer on his way to the opening of his play in New York. And in the mail six months ago his first published book, and yesterday the letter saying he would stop to see her. She hadnât slept very well last night.
âNo white manâs worth all this,â said Linda. âIâm goinâ home.â
âYou sit down,â commanded Susan.
âI donât want to be here when he donât show up,â said Linda. âIâll phone you later.â She walked to the door and opened it.
âCome back here and sit down,â said Susan. âHeâll be here any minute.â
Linda stood with the door half open. She shut it and waited a minute, leaning silently against it, shaking her head.
âThereâs a yellow cab cominâ up the hill now,â called Susan, bent to the cold windowpane. âI bet heâs in it!â
âYouâll be poor by morninâ.â
They waited.
âOh,â said Susan, blinking.
âWhat?â
âThat fool cab turned down the other way.â
âI bet heâs just sittinâ down there in the lounge car, drinkinâ a drink. I bet heâs in with a bunch of other men anâ canât get away, afraid to tell them what he wants to do in a small town, take a cab anâ come up to see some colored woman friend of his.â
âHe ainât doinâ that. Heâs in a taxi now. I know .â
Ten minutes and then fifteen passed.
âHe should be here by now,â said Susan.
âHe ainât.â
âMaybe that ainât the train; maybe the clockâs wrong.â
âWant me to phone âtimeâ for you?â
âGet away from that phone!â cried Susan.
âAll right, all right, I just thought .â
âYou just thought, you thought, get away!â She raised her hand and her face was twisted.
They waited once more. The clock ticked.
âYou know what Iâd do if I was you?â said Linda. âIâd go right down to that train anâ get on anâ say âWhereâs Mr. Borden?â anâ Iâd hunt till I found him, anâ there heâd be, I bet, with all his friends in the lounge car, drinkinâ, anâ Iâd walk up to him anâ say, âLooky here, Richard Borden, I knew you when you was all damp! You said you was cominâ to see me! Why didnât you?â Thatâs what Iâd say, right in front of those men friends of his!â
Susan said nothing. It was seven thirty-five. In ten more minutes the train would be pulling out again. Heâs delayed, she thought. He has to come up. Heâs not that sort.
âWell, Mom, Iâm goinâ home. Iâll phone later.â
This time she did not try to stop Linda. The door shut. Her footsteps faded away down the hall.
With her away, Susan felt better. She felt that now with the evil influence of her child gone, Richard Borden must certainly arrive. He had just been waiting for Linda to leave, so they could be alone!
Heâs down there somewhere, she thought, on that train. Her heart sickened. What if he was in the club car now, drinking, as Linda said? No! Maybe he forgot, maybe he didnât even know this was his hometown! Some mistake, the porterâs forgot to call, or something. She twisted her hands together. Sitting down there in the warm club car, drinking. Sitting down there in the nighttime after fifteen years. All the yellow bright lights on the train, the slow steam rising. Come on, Richard! You donât come, Iâll tell your mama! Her breathing was deep and heavy. She felt very old. You donât come in a minute, Iâll do what Linda said, come down anâ speak right up to you!
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