can write that.â
âYou heard what I said.â
âHe makes a hunerd thousanâ dollars a year now, why he goinâ to bother with you, come outa his way?â
ââCause I remembers his mother anâ his father anâ his grandma anâ grandpa,âcause I worked for all of âem, thirty years I worked, thatâs why, anâ him being a writer why wouldnâ he wanta see me, anâ talk about all that?â
âI donât know.â Linda shook her head. âDonât ask me.â
âHeâs cominâ on that seven-fifteen train, you watch and see.â
The Grafanola started to play the Knickerbocker Quartette singing âPretty Baby.â
âShut that thing off,â said Susan.
âI ainât botherinâ nobody.â
âI canât hear.â
âYou donât need your ears, you got eyes, you see him cominâ.â
Susan went over and flipped the switch. The voices died. The silence was sharp and heavy. âThere,â said Susan, looking at her daughter. âNow I can think.â
âWhat you going to do to him when he come?â asked Linda, looking up, eyes white and sly.
âWhat you mean?â Susan was careful.
âYou goinâ to kiss him, hug him?â
âI donât know, I didnât think about that.â
Linda laughed. âYou better start thinkinâ. Heâs a big boy now. He ainât no kid. Maybe he wonât like being hugged and kissed.â
âIâll do what Iâll do when the time comes,â replied Susan, turning away. A little frown formed on her brow. She felt like slapping Linda. âStop puttinâ ideas in my head. Weâll just act natural, like always.â
âI bet he just shakes hands and sits on the edge of his chair.â
âHe wonât do that. He was always one to laugh.â
âI bet he donât call you Mammy in person. Bet he calls you Mrs. Jones.â
âHe used to call me Aunt Jemima, said I looked just like her, always wanted me to fix his pancakes. He was the cutest little boy you ever seen.â
âHeâs not bad now, from the pictures I seen.â
Susan shut her eyes for a long moment and said nothing. Then she said, âYou ought to have your mouth washed out with lye.â She touched the window curtains, searching the land again, looking for the smoke on the horizon. Suddenly, she set up a cry. âThere it is! There she comes! I knew it, I knew it!â She glanced wildly at the clock. âRight on time! Come look!â
âI seen a train before.â
âThere she comes, look at that smoke!â
âI seen smoke enough to last me all my life.â
The train roared into the station below, with a clangor and a belling and a great burning sound.
âWonât be long now,â said Susan, smiling, showing a gold tooth.
âDonât hold your breath.â
âI feel too good, talk all you want; I feel fine !â
The train was stopped now, and people were getting out. She could see them, small, small, at the base of the hill, in the concrete station, moving and milling. She thought of him and what he looked like now and what he had been like then. She remembered the time when he had returned from school, when he was seven, and had missed saying good-bye to her. She lived at home in the outer part of town. Every night she took a trolley at four oâclock. And he had missed walking with her to the trolley. Crying, he had run down the street after her. And found her just in time and embraced her, sobbing against her legs while she reached down and petted and cooed over him.
âThatâs something you never done,â said Susan, angrily.
âWhat didnât I do?â asked Linda, surprised.
âNever mind.â Susan lapsed once more into her remembering. And then that time, when he was thirteen and had returned from two years in
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