back of the class, daydreaming while the teacher talked.
After school, Donita and her sister would take the long way home, walking by the Dari Sweet where the boys hung out. Kris Taney was generally there, smoking and shouting at the passersby. He was the baddest boy in town. Mean as a snake.
So when he started sniffing after Donita, it took her by surprise. At the time, she thought it was a compliment, a distinction, having a tough like Kris chase after her.
She wasnât much older than Charlene when she turned up pregnant. They got married pretty quick after that. It was funny to think how glad she was back then, to cast her lot with Kris Taney. She thought she was lucky to get out of her daddyâs house.
From the frying pan into the fire.
Donita blew the smoke out with a sober expression. She didnât like to think about her daddy, not even with him long dead and buried in Arkansas. She was glad when he died, shameful as it was to admit it. Part of her would always hate him. She wasnât sure how old she was the first time sheâd had to take care of her daddy, but she was just a little thing. He made her do it with her hand, at first. Sometimes heâd rub up against her in bed. Before long he said she was ready to be a woman.
It was god-Âawful, thatâs a fact. But when she went to her mother that night, Mama refused to give comfort or solace. Donita would never forget the closed look on her motherâs face, the set of her jaw as her mother disentangled herself from her frantic grip.
âYou donât know what he done, Mama.â
âI donât want to hear it. Go to bed.â
âYou got to stop him.â Donita clutched at her motherâs dress, but the woman held her off.
â âWives submit to your husband, as to the Lord .â Bible says. Daddyâs the boss of this house. Now you get to bed.â
âI got to tell you what he done.â
Donitaâs mother snatched her by the upper arm and hissed in her ear, âYou donât never tell. Nobody. Never.â
She remembered that her mother had relented a little after that, possibly at the stricken look on her face. Mama patted her arm and whispered, âDonât you think about it, Donita. Think about something else.â Grimly sheâd advised, âThink about heaven.â
Donita had followed her motherâs orders. She never told a soul, and she tried to think about something else when he came to her.
It was advice she passed on to her daughters. Char had been nine years old when Kris started in on her. Donita knew that for a fact, because she was pregnant with Tiffany, about ready to pop, when it happened the first time. She should have seen it coming. Sheâd seen the look in his eye as he watched Char. Heâd corner her behind the sofa or run a hand up her thigh.
But Charlene put up a fight, that was for sure, hollering and carrying on till Donita came running, holding her belly with both hands. He had Charlene pinned on the bedâÂthe marriage bed theyâd made their babies in. Charlene was fighting like a bobcat, trying to scratch his face. He was too drunk to catch her wrists.
Donita tried to help her girl. She grabbed Krisâs shoulder, said he didnât know what he was doing, he had to stop. He reared back and kicked her in the stomach so hard, she went flying against the wall. Huddled in pain, she clutched her middle, scared sheâd lose the baby. Looking up, she could see that heâd done it. He was going at it with Charlene under him.
She couldnât watch. Crawling out of the room on all fours, Donita lay on the carpet in the hallway, waiting for it to end. Itâs just because Iâ m so fat with this baby , she told herself. He donât want me with my belly this way. After the baby, heâll leave her alone .
Of course, she was wrong. It happened again, regardless of her protests. And by the time he started up with Kristy,
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