arenât completely absurd, I intend to honor my great-auntâs life by doing those things she never did. I suppose if I were to make my own list now, it would simply be to accomplish something in my life. To have some sort of purpose.â Lucy shook her head. âI keep thinking how dreadful it would be to reach the end of your days with so much undone.â
âBut when it comes right down to itââClara snapped the journal closedââthese are not your adventures. Nor are they your regrets.â
âNo, but if I donât accomplish them, they will be.â
Clara studied her for a long moment. âYou arenât really a puppy, are you?â
âGood Lord.â Lucy laughed. âI certainly hope not.â
Clara glanced back at the book in her hand. âThis is why you didnât want a watchdog.â
Lucy nodded.
âAnd why you intended to discharge a companion as soon as possible.â
Again Lucy nodded.
âAnd . . .â Clara drew the word out slowly. âWhy you were so pleased that I had never been a companion before.â
âExactly. A real companion, or rather, an experienced companion might well be hesitant to wholeheartedly support my quest, which I do think will be an adventure in itself.â
âThat is a possibility with a real companion.â
âI would think so.â Lucy grimaced. âI didnât really plan this. Iâm still not sure why I brought Great-aunt Lucindaâs book along to England in the first place, but Iâm fairly sure it all has to do with fate. Life is unfolding in remarkable and completely unexpected ways. Ways that I find delightful.
âYou see, until I came to England, in spite of the fact that I told Jackson before he left New York that he was under no obligation to me, there was still the possibility that we might end up together. I know thatâs what his mother had hoped and mine expected.â That she was not going to marry Jackson was another fact she had been distinctly vague about in her letter home. âAs I said, I have never gone against my familyâs wishes. Jackson and I might well have continued to postpone our engagement until we were both too old to care.â
âI very much doubt that. In spite of what you say, you donât strike me as the kind of young woman who would marry a man she didnât wish to wed.â
âThank you, Clara.â Lucy smiled. âThat may well be the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me.â
âSo this desire of yours to make up for your great-auntâs regrets is relatively new.â Clara handed the book back to her.
âYes and no.â Lucyâs gaze drifted to the book in her hand and her voice softened. âI have wanted to do this from the very moment I read these pages. But my life was all laid out for me and I knew it was impossible, so I did nothing about it. Looking back, I see my life as nothing more than drifting from one expectation to the next. But now, I am free to do as I please and I fully intend to do exactly that.â Lucy looked up and met the other womanâs gaze directly. âWith your help, I hope.â
Clara paused, then nodded. âI donât see why not.â She turned her attention back to the journal. âAs you said, some of these are really quite simple. Why do you think she never managed any of them?â
âIt was a different time, of course. And she did marry at eighteen, which didnât seem terribly young when I was eighteen but now seems extremely young. After that, her life was probably too busy to concern herself with things a husband would most likely not understand or allow.â She thought for a moment. âThrough the course of her life, she endured two wars on American soil. I suspect when oneâs life is filled with, well, living, the desires of oneâs younger days are simply forgotten.â Lucy paused and held her breath.
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