was it really?
Or will he be just another guy saying everything what you want to hear, and in the end nothing will be what it looks or worse there is no spark between them. Carolina was apprehensive, would he be like all others, after the first date he gives up, or given excuse having no time to get to know each other and starts asking to get intimate? She didn’t want to make the same mistake she made with JP and she didn’t want to go that road ever again. She learned her lesson in the hardest way.
Nowadays men find women so easy they think that sex always comes first than anything else, that's why relationships don’t work today or have such limited time - She thought, remembering what happened with JP.
She had lived that experience, and didn’t intend to repeat it. Not that it had been bad because sex itself was fantastic with JP, but there was no room for anything else after they had sex. What had happened to her in sexual terms and JP had been the best experience of her life, but they never shared a meal together, never walked side by side in the street, never shared an ice cream or even drank coffee together, never had seen a movie for two, or had a face to face conversation. The only serious conversations they had, had been over text message. After everything Carolina been trough with JP, she knew it was impossible to connect with a man over text messages.
Texts were great for people who liked to hide and protect who knows from what. Maybe they hid and protect themselves from having feelings. - She sighs in her working desk remembering JP.
She tried constantly to convince herself that they will never have some kind of opportunity together, she needed to forget him once and for all, she was now determined to forget him and move on. She just needed to let time pass and baring her memories in a deep hole buried somewhere in her mind.
Time heals everything, even broken hearts.
That was it, time heals everything, over time the memories that were once alive with vivid colours, will inevitably make them in blurred images with time, turn them dull black and white, until they lose the meaning they once had. She didn’t want nor could continue to live in the past. Carolina wanted to concentrate on the present and future, that's why she asked Tess for help, she was determined to go in a proper date and she will do everything to go well. She didn’t want to think too much on the date which Tess was organizing for her, she didn’t want to have too many expectations.
Carolina knew she needed someone special in her life, someone who deserves her, someone who could make her feel alive as a new woman. She needed a man who valued her as a woman and human being. Stopping Carolina’s thoughts and bringing her to reality, Tess was again on the other line, all excited starting with the dating arrangements. Even wanting so much to know that man, Carolina couldn’t help but show some worry, Tess noticed this and after some insistence from Tess, Carolina finally agrees to meet the man who promises to be the man to the end of her days. Carolina tries to convince himself that she has nothing to lose and it seems someone worth knowing. Her thoughts fled to JP, was more than proved with his actions that he was not at all interested in her, it was time to move on, and she needed to set herself free from the past. It was painful for Carolina to admit to herself she needed to move on, that her experience with JP was a failure which was the hardest and sad reality of their carnal encounter as it will be an experience that she will never forget. She can’t help it by the consequences that she carries to this day in her heart, inevitable destroying her soul day after day.
Now it was time to think about her first, to appreciate and to be determined, it’s time to move on. She wanted and needed to know a man who made her a happier woman and a better human being. Carolina was still processing having just agreed to the meeting with
Or will he be just another guy saying everything what you want to hear, and in the end nothing will be what it looks or worse there is no spark between them. Carolina was apprehensive, would he be like all others, after the first date he gives up, or given excuse having no time to get to know each other and starts asking to get intimate? She didn’t want to make the same mistake she made with JP and she didn’t want to go that road ever again. She learned her lesson in the hardest way.
Nowadays men find women so easy they think that sex always comes first than anything else, that's why relationships don’t work today or have such limited time - She thought, remembering what happened with JP.
She had lived that experience, and didn’t intend to repeat it. Not that it had been bad because sex itself was fantastic with JP, but there was no room for anything else after they had sex. What had happened to her in sexual terms and JP had been the best experience of her life, but they never shared a meal together, never walked side by side in the street, never shared an ice cream or even drank coffee together, never had seen a movie for two, or had a face to face conversation. The only serious conversations they had, had been over text message. After everything Carolina been trough with JP, she knew it was impossible to connect with a man over text messages.
Texts were great for people who liked to hide and protect who knows from what. Maybe they hid and protect themselves from having feelings. - She sighs in her working desk remembering JP.
She tried constantly to convince herself that they will never have some kind of opportunity together, she needed to forget him once and for all, she was now determined to forget him and move on. She just needed to let time pass and baring her memories in a deep hole buried somewhere in her mind.
Time heals everything, even broken hearts.
That was it, time heals everything, over time the memories that were once alive with vivid colours, will inevitably make them in blurred images with time, turn them dull black and white, until they lose the meaning they once had. She didn’t want nor could continue to live in the past. Carolina wanted to concentrate on the present and future, that's why she asked Tess for help, she was determined to go in a proper date and she will do everything to go well. She didn’t want to think too much on the date which Tess was organizing for her, she didn’t want to have too many expectations.
Carolina knew she needed someone special in her life, someone who deserves her, someone who could make her feel alive as a new woman. She needed a man who valued her as a woman and human being. Stopping Carolina’s thoughts and bringing her to reality, Tess was again on the other line, all excited starting with the dating arrangements. Even wanting so much to know that man, Carolina couldn’t help but show some worry, Tess noticed this and after some insistence from Tess, Carolina finally agrees to meet the man who promises to be the man to the end of her days. Carolina tries to convince himself that she has nothing to lose and it seems someone worth knowing. Her thoughts fled to JP, was more than proved with his actions that he was not at all interested in her, it was time to move on, and she needed to set herself free from the past. It was painful for Carolina to admit to herself she needed to move on, that her experience with JP was a failure which was the hardest and sad reality of their carnal encounter as it will be an experience that she will never forget. She can’t help it by the consequences that she carries to this day in her heart, inevitable destroying her soul day after day.
Now it was time to think about her first, to appreciate and to be determined, it’s time to move on. She wanted and needed to know a man who made her a happier woman and a better human being. Carolina was still processing having just agreed to the meeting with
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