detector manned by two security guards. My eyes immediately fell to Juvenile Court, where I had been told to go this morning.
âThanks Terry,â I said before we parted ways. âFor all of it.â
âSure,â he said. âGlad I could help. And really, call me if you need anything, all right? Iâll check in from time to time.â
Under no prompting from my dad, I was sure.
âThanks,â I said.
After I had stripped all the metal from my body and gotten a stern reprimanding from the security guard about not bringing my keychain Mace into a courthouse, I headed down the hallway toward the family wing. I didnât go into a courtroom, but a small office filled with crying children and mothers who looked beyond overwhelmed.
âIâll be back to get you,â one woman was telling a boy, who looked to be about five. His eyes were red with tears, and by the quivering of his lower lip I could tell he didnât believe her.
How many times had my birth mother told me that when sheâd left me somewhere? Sheâd said it the last time, too, when sheâd taken me to that fast-food playland and overdosed in the parking lot.
âCan I help you?â called the clerk over the crying.
I was still standing in the doorway. I hadnât even let go of the metal handle. My grip tightened. What was I doing here? Iâd wanted to make a difference in a childâs life, help someone like Alec when heâd been young and lost, but now I wasnât sure that I could.
âMaâam?â called the woman.
âDonât be a baby,â said one little girl to her sibling.
âYeah,â I said under my breath. âDonât be a baby, Anna.â
I put on my best smile and walked to the counter.
âIâm Anna Rossi,â I said, showing the ID theyâd given me in the training course Iâd taken two weeks ago. âIâm working with CASA.â
A hard-nosed woman with tortoiseshell glasses and a million flyaway hairs looked down at a list on her desk.
âIâll buzz you through,â she said, nodding to a door to my right.
I stepped over the wooden puzzle pieces and dented plastic stacking rings strewn across the floor, and pushed through the door into another hallway. The woman was already there, and without a word she led me to a closet-sized office crammed tightly with two chairs. I sat and waited, and waited, and waited, my anxiety growing by the second, until a man in his forties with a buzzed head popped in.
âAnna?â
I jolted up. Smiled brighter than a five-hundred-watt lamp. âThatâs me.â
âThis is Jacob. And Iâm Wayne.â
I shook Wayneâs hand, but didnât see Jacob until I stuck my head out into the hallway. There, a boy about ten or eleven was leaning against the wall with his hands in the pockets of his dirty jeans. His T-shirt was two sizes too big, and his skin was the color of cinnamon.
âHey Jacob,â I said. He didnât answer.
Wayne handed me a file that had been tucked under his arm. âIâm Jacobâs caseworker, and he just got done in court. Looks like the judge approved foster care, so Iâm going to go look at getting him a placement for tonight. Would you mind taking him for an hour or so? You can go for a walk or something.â
And so begins the child welfare shuffle.
âNo problem,â I said. A few years ago, I would have been the person finding Jacob a home. It was a little jarring to be in a different role.
âYou can get what you need out of the file. Let me know if you catch any special circumstances I need to know about. Allergies to dogs or whatever.â
Jacob was twisting the heel of his worn-out shoe into the buffed linoleum.
Clearly Wayne had a packed schedule, so I moved around him to Jacobâs side.
âI think weâve got it from here.â
Still nothing from the kid. This could be interesting. But
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