already I could feel myself rising to the challenge. Iâd worked with tough kids before. Hell, Iâd been a tough kid before. Parents were the hard part, but kids I could manage.
Wayne nodded gratefully and left us in the hallway.
âIâm Anna,â I said.
Nothing.
âTough morning in court?â
Nada.
âHow old are you? Ten?â
Zilch. The kidâs lips were sealed tighter than a waterproof safe.
âI feel like tacos,â I said. âWant to get out of here for a while?â
He glanced up at me to see if I was bluffing, then looked away, but not before I saw the anger in his pretty brown eyes.
âItâs not even lunchtime,â he mumbled.
I scoffed. âWait,â I said. âWait. Are you telling me youâve never had tacos for breakfast?â
âNobody makes tacos for breakfast.â
âHuh,â I said. âI guess weâll just have to see if theyâre open.â
I walked past him toward the entrance, as slowly as I could without looking like I was waiting for him to follow. A few seconds passed, and when he pushed off the wall and came plodding after me, I grinned.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
âWhy donât they just call it pork if itâs pork?â he asked.
â
Carnitas
is
pork.â I laughed. âThatâs the word for it in Spanish.â
I sat across from him in the wooden booth at the Taco Bus across from the police station, picking at my black beans and rice while he polished off his third taco. Clearly the kid hadnât eaten in a while. That, or he didnât know when heâd eat next. I made a mental note to place a to-go order before we left. His hungry days were in the past, as far as I was concerned.
After a while, he glanced up at me, reluctant to stare too long.
âSo are you my new social worker or something?â
I shook my head, thinking back on the suspicious-eyed kids that had asked me that over the years. âIâm just a friend.â
âYou got another job?â
âI give massages.â
âOh,â he said. âLike a hooker.â
I choked on the soda Iâd been drinking. âNot like a hooker. Nothing like a hooker.â
âMy dad went to get massages at the Asian spa sometimes. My mom said it was âcuz the girls there were hookers.â
Well. He had me there.
âI can tell you that I am
definitely
not a hooker,â I said. I was relieved that it didnât appear he knew what a hooker actually did.
âTell me about your dad,â I said.
Jacobâs little mouth pulled into a tight frown. He crossed his arms over his chest.
âAnything,â I said. âIâll start. My dad likes to work on cars.â
He wrapped the straw from his drink around his finger.
âMy dadâs an asshole.â
I tilted my head, thinking about the file Iâd glanced through before handing it back to the receptionist at the front desk in the courthouse. It was so similar to countless files Iâd seen before. Abusive father. Drug-addicted mother. Parents were given three strikes before custody was lost. What stuck out was that Jacob had been flagged for a psych eval due to violent outbursts. The kid didnât look violent to me, but there was definitely a lot going on under the surface.
âWant to talk about it?â
âNope.â
âHow about your mom?â
He flinched. âSheâs sick a lot.â
I nodded, remembering my own birth mother passed out on the bedroom floor, shirt soaked with her own vomit. Moving in that slow-motion way and slurring her words, and then gradually ramping up faster and faster until she was scratching at her skin and so agitated you couldnât even look at her without her thinking she was getting sassed.
âMy mom was sick like that, too,â I said.
He looked up at me, again for confirmation.
Can I trust you?
that look seemed to say.
Or are you full of shit just
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