roar of the traffic was deafening, so she turned east onto a quieter cross street and dialed.
âRose.â
She was surprised heâd picked up, after the way sheâd stormed out last night, spending a few hours with Maddy at the bar before returning to a Griff-less apartment. She had to give him kudos for facing the music.
âGriff, we have to talk.â Everything she said was preprogrammed, the litany of sentences passed on through time when one person rejected another.
âI know, and we will. I am so sorry about this.â
âWhy do you have to go back? I had no idea; you didnât give me any warning you were unhappy.â
He sighed. âItâs not like that. I realized itâs not about my happiness. I am happy, happier, with you. But until the girls are more stable, I canât leave them. We think Miranda has a serious illness.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âItâs very possible she has bipolar disorder. Weâre trying to find out more.â
âIâm sorry.â She couldnât argue with him. Sicknesses of the mind were just as terrible as those of the body, no different from cancer. Like herfather, spiraling out of control, getting worse every day. âWhat are you going to do?â
âWeâre finding a treatment center for her. Itâs complicated, and thatâs why I have to be around right now.â
âDo you think, once the crisis has passed, you might come back? That we could pick up where we leave off?â
âPerhaps. If you want that. I donât know if youâd want that by then.â
âNeither do I.â
Of course she would. Why kid herself? Sheâd invested three years in their relationship, and letting go wasnât easy.
âGod, Rose, this is torture. I know I keep saying this, but Iâm so sorry to do this to you.â
His voice was heavy, sad. If only heâd confided in her, told her what was happening. She knew Miranda was difficult, but assumed it was typical teen drama. A passing my-parents-ruined-my-life-by-getting-divorced kind of thing.
âI just wish youâd said something sooner. I might have helped.â
âItâs not for you to fix. Itâs for me and Connie.â
Rose checked her watch. She should be getting back. âCan we keep on talking?â
âOf course. Iâm going to Albany with the mayor for a few days. Weâll talk when I get back.â
Back in her cubicle twenty minutes later, Roseâs phone rang. Maddy calling for an update. She whispered a quick rehash of her conversation with Griff.
âYouâre out of your mind.â Maddy was never one to hold back. âYou need to be getting angry, not acting like an understanding suck-up.â
That hurt. âIâm not sucking up.â Rose ducked her head down, hoping for a smidgen of privacy. âHeâs going through something awful, just like me and my dad. If Iâm calm and reasonable about the situation, he might come to his senses later.â
âDo you really want a man like that?â
âWhat, one who cares for his children? Yes, in fact, I do.â
âPlenty of men get divorced and care for their children without having to go back to their ex-wives. Itâs more than that. Heâs giving you the sympathetic version because he knows youâll fall for it.â
If she were Maddy, sheâd toss Griff off the nearest cliff, but his actions werenât so cut-and-dried in Roseâs mind. Griff was a man with a sick child, desperate to make her better.
A sharp pain seared along her scalp, the beginnings of a bad headache. Maddy had a point, Griff had a point. She didnât know what to think.
âIâm not prepared to blow it all up yet. And I donât think he is, either.â She rubbed her temples with her thumb and ring finger. âPlease, Maddy, I need your support. Neither of us has kids, so we canât really
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