The Double Dream of Spring

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    But my inability to accept this fact
    Annihilates it. Thus
    My power over you is absolute.
    You exist only in me and on account of me
    And my features reflect this proved compactness.
    That coming together of masses coincides
    With that stable emptiness, detaining
    Where this energy, not yet or only partially
    Distributed to the imagination creates
    A claim to the sides of early autumn.
    Suffocating, with remorse, and winking with it
    To tablelands of disadumbrated feeling
    Treetops whose mysterious hegemony concerns
    Merely, by opening around factors of accident
    So as to install miscellaneous control.
    The part in which you read about yourself
    Grew out of this. Your interpretation is
    Extremely bitter and can serve no profitable end
    Except continual development. Best to break off
    All further choice. In
    This way new symptoms of interest having a
    Common source could produce their own ingenious
    Way of watering into the past with its religious
    Messages and burials. Out of this cold collapse
    A warm and near unpolished entity could begin.
    Although beyond more reacting
    To this cut-and-dried symposium way of seeing things
    To outflank next mediocre condition
    Of storms. The hollow thus produced
    A kind of cave of the winds; distribution center
    Of subordinate notions to which the stag
    Returns to die: the suppressed lovers.
    Then ghosts of the streets
    Crowding, propagating the feeling into furious
    Waves from the perfunctory and debilitated sunset.
    Yet no one has time for its preoccupation.
    Our daily imaginings are swiftly tilted down to
    Death in its various forms. We cannot keep the peace
    At home, and at the same time be winning wars abroad.
    And the great flower of what we have been twists
    On its stem of earth, for not being
    What we are to become, fated to live in
    Intimidated solitude and isolation. No brother
    Bearing the notion of responsibility of self
    To the surrounding neighborhood lost out of being.
    Slowly as from the center of some diamond
    You begin to take in the world as it moves
    In toward you, part of its own burden of thought, rather
    Idle musing, afternoons listing toward some sullen
    Unexpected end. Seen from inside all is
    Abruptness. As though to get out your eye
    Sharpens and sharpens these particulars; no
    Longer visible, they breathe in multicolored
    Parentheses, the way love in short periods
    Puts everything out of focus, coming and going.
    Thus your only world is an inside one
    Ironically fashioned out of external phenomena
    Having no rhyme or reason, and yet neither
    An existence independent of foreboding and sly grief.
    Nothing anybody says can make a difference; inversely
    You are a victim of their lack of consequence
    Buffeted by invisible winds, or yet a flame yourself
    Without meaning, yet drawing satisfaction
    From the crevices of that wind, living
    In that flame’s idealized shape and duration.
    Whereas through an act of bunching this black kite
    Webs all around you with coal light: wall and reef
    Imbibe and the impossible saturation,
    New kinds of fun, is an earnest
    Of the certain future. Yet the spores of the
    Difference as it’s imagined flower
    In complicated chains for the eyebrow, and pre-delineate
    Phantom satisfaction as it would happen. This time
    You get over the threshold of so much unmeaning, so much
    Being, prepared for its event, the active memorial.
    And more swiftly continually in evening, limpid
    Storm winds, commas are dropped, the convention gapes,
    Prostrated before a monument disappearing into the dark.
    It would not be good to examine these ages
    Except for sun flecks, little, on the golden sand
    And coming to reappraisal of the distance.
    The welcoming stuns the heart, iron bells
    Crash through the transparent metal of the sky
    Each day slowing the method of thought a little
    Until oozing sap of touchable mortality, time lost and won.
    Like the blood orange we have a single
    Vocabulary all heart and all skin and can see
    Through the dust of

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