The Double Dream of Spring

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incisions the central perimeter
    Our imaginations’ orbit. Other words,
    Old ways are but the trappings and appurtenances
    Meant to install change around us like a grotto.
    There is nothing laughable
    In this. To isolate the kernel of
    Our imbalance and at the same time back up carefully;
    Its tulip head whole, an imagined good.
    The sense of that day toward its center
    Is perforated or crisscrossed with rewards
    As though the stumbling that stranded me here were
    The means of some spontaneity. But upper pressures
    Lifted the direction of the prevailing winds
    Allowing an awaited entrance down below.
    Yet all is different metric system
    Flapping from grace to intense surprise.
    As in a tub. No candle is lit. No theory
    Straps it to the maturity of surroundings.
    Its landscape puts toward a pointed roof
    Continuing inquiry and reappraisal of always new
    Facts pushing past into bright cold
    As from general spindles a waterfall of data
    Is absorbed above by command. Whether construed
    As lead or gold it leaves a ring
    On the embellished, attendant time. The farms
    Knew it, that is why they stood so still.
    The gold might reverse them to fields
    Of flowering sand or black, ancient and intimate.
    The volcanic entrance to an antechamber
    Was not what either of us meant.
    More outside than before, but what is worse, outside
    Within the periphery, we are confronted
    With one another, and our meeting escapes through the dark
    Like a well.
    Our habits ask us for instructions.
    The news is to return by stages
    Of uncertainty, too early or too late. It is the invisible
    Shapes, the bed’s confusion and prattling. The late quiet. This is how it feels.
    The pictures were really pictures
    Of loving and small things. There was a winter scene
    And half-hidden sketches of the other three seasons.
    Autumn was a giant with a gray woollen cap.
    Near him was spring, a girl in green draperies
    Half sitting, half standing near the trunk of an old tree.
    Summer was a band of nondescript children
    Bordering the picture of winter, which was indistinct
    And gray like the sky of a winter afternoon.
    The other pictures told in an infinity of tiny ways
    Stories of the past: separate incidents
    Recounted in touching detail, or vast histories
    Murmured confusingly, as though the speaker
    Were choked by sighs and tears, and had forgotten
    The reason why he was telling the story.
    It was these finally that made the strongest
    Impression, they shook you like wind
    Roaring through branches with no leaves left on them.
    The vagueness was bigger than life and its apotheosis
    Of shining incidents, colored or dark, vivid or serious.
    But now the tidings are dark in the
    Expected late afternoon suddenly dipping into
    Reserves of anxiety and restlessness which dutifully
    Puff out these late, lax sails, pennants;
    The vertical black-and-white-striped weather indicator’s
    One sign of triumph, a small one, to stand
    For universal concessions, charters and deeds to
    Wilderness or the forested sea, cord after cord
    Equaling possession and possessiveness
    Instantaneously extending your hesitation to an
    Empire, back lands whose sparsely populated look is
    Supreme dominion. It will be divided into tracks
    And these be lived in the way now the lowered
    Angles of this room. Waxed moustache against the impiety
    Of so much air of change, but always and nowhere
    A cave. Gradually old letters used as bookmarks
    Inform the neighbors; an approximate version
    Circulates and the incident is officially closed.
    And I some joy of this have, returning to the throbbing
    Mirror’s stiff enclave, the sides of my face steep and overrun.
    So many ways grew over to this
    Mild decline. The grave of authority
    Matches wits with upward-spinning lemon spirals
    Telling of the influences of night, so many decisions
    Not to act accruing to the outward stretches.
    The civilities of day also creep
    To extremities, fly on a windowpane, sweeping
    The changed refuse under the rug. Just one step
    Takes

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