am tired.â He turned aft, said, âSee you later.â
Garciaâs âRighto,â floated after him.
Ramsey hurried to his room, dogged the door, dragged out the telemeter box, unlocked it, extracted the first record strips, sat back to examine them.
Pituitra and adrenaline high points showed early on the scrolls. Ramsey noted that one was before he arrived and the other coincided with the moment pressure was first bled into the hull.
The first tense moments, he thought. But thatâs normal.
He reeled the scrolls of telemeter tape forward to the moment the sabotage was discovered, double-checked the timed setting, scanned backward and forward across the area.
Nothing!
But that canât be!
Ramsey stared at the pattern of rivets on the bulkhead opposite him. The faint whispering of the drive seemed to grow louder. His hand on the blanket beside him felt every tuft, every thread. His nostrils sorted out the odors of the room: paint, oil, soap, ozone, perspiration, plastic â¦
Is it possible for a person to go through anxiety without glandular changes? he asked himself. Yes, under certain pathological circumstances, none of which fit Sparrow.
Ramsey remembered the sound of the captainâs voice over the intercom during the period of stress: higher pitched, tense, clipped.
Again, Ramsey examined the tape. Could the telemeter be wrong?
He checked it. Functioning perfectly. Could there be
dysfunction in the mechanism within Sparrowâs flesh? Then the other fluctuations would not have registered.
Ramsey leaned back, put a hand behind his head, thought through the problem. Two major possibilities suggested themselves: If Sparrow knew about the wiper-rag-oil-spray thing then he wouldnât be anxious. What if he planted the rag and set that lube-system petcock himself? He couldâve done it to disable the ship and stop the mission because heâs lost his nerve or because heâs a spy.
But there wouldâve been other psychomotor indications which the telemeter would have registered.
This led to the other possibility: In moments of great stress Sparrowâs automatic glandular functions are taken over by the higher cortical centers. That could tie in with the known paranoiac tendencies. There could be a systematic breakdown of normal function under stress: such a turning away from fear that the whole being believes there could be no danger.
Ramsey sat bolt upright. That would fit the pattern of Sparrowâs religious attitude. An utter and complete faith would explain it. There had been religious paranoiacs before. Theyâd even tried to hang the label on Christ. Ramsey frowned. But of course Schweitzer made the ones who tried look like fools. Tore their arguments to shreds.
A sharp rap on Ramseyâs door interrupted his thoughts. He slipped the tapes into the false bottom of the telemeter box, closed the lid, locked it.
Again the rap. âRamsey?â Garciaâs voice.
âYes?â
âRamsey, youâd better take a couple of anti-fatigue pills. Youâre scheduled for the next watch.â
âRight. Thanks.â Ramsey slipped the box under his desk, went to the door, opened it. The companionway was empty. He looked at Garciaâs door across the companionway, stood there a moment, feeling the ship around him. A drop of moisture condensing from the overhead fell past his eyes. Abruptly, he had to fight off a sense of depression. He could almost feel the terrible pressure of water around him.
Do I know what it is to be truly afraid? he asked himself.
The Ram moved to the slow rhythm of the undersea currents, hiding under every cold layer her crew could find because the cold water damped the sound of her crew; creeping between the walls of underwater canyons like a great blimp with a tail because the canyon walls stopped the sound of her passage.
Watches changed, meals were eaten. A chess game started between Sparrow and Garcia. The
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