video-game systemsbecause only Intellivision offers the total destruction of a planet. So their gravest fear is now a feature on a video game? The glass of red wine falls from Mariaâs hand. It shatters on the linoleum like a destructing planet. Paul rushes into the kitchen. And thatâs the way it isâ
Later that evening, the television off, Paul sits on the couch with Maria. Her head rests against his chest. His arm hangs over her shoulder. They have sat like this since the room began to darken. Neither has wanted to disturb the other, to get up and turn on a light. The open window next to the sofa flutters the thin curtains that hang over it. From the even way he is breathing, Maria thinks Paul is asleep.
âAre you sleeping?â she whispers.
Paulâs breathing stops, then starts again. âNo.â
âYou never told me why you came home early today.â
He lets out a long breath. âMy three oâclock didnât read the assignment, so I told them to go to the registrar and withdraw from school.â
âWhy?â Maria asks.
âSometimes the best way to get peopleâs attention is to exaggerate.â
Maria thinks about exaggeration. Then she swallows. âI canât tell you how much I want to get high.â
âLet me give you a backrub.â
âI donât want a backrub.â
âHave a glass of wine.â
âIâm sick of wine.â
âIâm sorry.â Paul doesnât know what else to say.
Her hand clutches his arm. The strength surprises him. âAre you sure having the baby is the right thing?â
âYes,â Paul says, too quickly. He isnât sure.
âI wouldnât do this for anyone else, you know.â
âI know.â His hand pats her hand. âItâs the right thing,Maria.â The hand squeezes her wrist. âEverything will be O.K.â
She turns her head, trying in the darkness to look at him, but she canât see any of the features of his face. She can only hear his even, reassuring voice as he begins to explain that even though an event seems likely it is never guaranteed to happen, that itâs useless to walk through life feeling depressed and powerless, that the birth of a baby is an affirmation, an act of great courage, faith, and hope. For all we know, Paul continues, when things look their very bleakest weâll be visited by spaceships from a distant galaxy, and the alien life forms will help us solve all our problems. Maria scoffs at the idea, though itâs tempting to believe. Paul softly laughs and says it comes from a movie, a classic,
The Night of the Living Dead.
Maria doesnât laugh at the joke. No, Paul says, it was
The Day the Earth Stood Still,
the best science-fiction movie ever made. Maria says she wishes the earth
would
stand still. It canât, Paul says, suddenly serious. He tries to think of something else to say.
âSometimes when I come down here in the morning I still expect to see Bingo,â Maria says. Paulâs eyes dart in the darkness, looking for the dog. Maria sits up and faces him. She places her hands in his. âWhy did she have to die?â
Paul feels on safer ground now. He knows the answer to the question. âFree enterprise. We were ripped off. We were suckered. We live in a country where salesmen can dress up like doctors and lovable little puppy dogs can grow up allergic to life.â
âAnd weâre not?â Maria says.
Paul reaches for all the hopefulness he has to offer. âNo,â he says. âMaria, weâre the luckiest people in the world. Look at us. Weâre both alive and healthy. Our babyâs on its way. We have a house, work, food. Ninety-five percent of the world would give their arms and legs to have half of what we have.âPaulâs voice is high, speedy. âAnd maybe our baby will be the one who helps solve the worldâs problems. Maybe not. But if the child
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