charcoal.
He said, âCareful, Mary Martha. Donât get burned.â
âI wonât. I often do the cooking at home. Also, I iron.â
âDo you now. In ten years or so youâll be making some young man a fine wife, wonât you?â
âNo.â
âWhy not?â
âIâm not going to get married.â
âYouâre pretty young to reach such a drastic decision.â
Mary Martha was staring into the glowing coals as if reading her future. âIâm going to be an animal doctor and adopt ten children and support them all by myself so I donât have to sit around waiting for a check in the mail.â
Over her head the Brants exchanged glances, then Ellen said in a firm, decisive voice, âNo loafing on the job, you two. Put the corn on and Iâll get the hot dogs. Would you like to stay and eat with us, Mary Martha?â
âNo, thank you. I would like to but my mother will be alone.â And she will have a headache and a rash on her face and her eyes will be swollen, and sheâll call me sweetie-pie and lambikins.
âPerhaps your mother would like to join us,â Ellen said. âWhy donât you call her on the phone and ask her?â
âI canât. The lineâs busy.â
âHow do you know that? You havenât tried toââ
âShe wouldnât come, anyway. She has a headache and things.â
âWell,â Ellen said, spreading her hands helplessly. âWell, Iâd better get the hot dogs.â
She went inside and Dave was left alone with Mary Martha. He felt uneasy in her presence, as if, in spite of her friendliness and politeness, she was secretly accusing him of being a man and a villain and he was secretly agreeing with her. He felt heavy with guilt and he wished someone would appear to help him carry it, Jessie or Ellen from the house, Michael from the football field, Virginia and Howard Arlington from next door. But no one came. There was only Mary Martha, small and pale and mute as marble.
For a long time the only sound was an occasional drop of butter oozing from between the folds of the aluminum foil and sputtering on the coals. Then Mary Martha said, âDo you know anything about birds, Mr. Brant?â
âNo, Iâm afraid not. I used to keep a few homing pigeons when I was a boy but thatâs about all.â
âYou didnât keep any owls?â
âNo. I donât suppose anyone does.â
âMy ex-father has one.â
âDoes he now,â Dave said. âThatâs very interesting. What does he feed it?â
âGin.â
âAre you sure? Gin doesnât sound like a suitable diet for an owl or for anything else, for that matter. Donât owls usually eat small rodents and birds and things like that?â
âYes, but not this one.â
âWell,â Dave said, with a shrug, âI donât know much either about owls or about your fathâyour ex-father, so Iâll just have to take your word for it. Gin it is.â
Twin spots of color appeared on Mary Marthaâs cheeks, as if sheâd been stung by bees or doubts. âI heard my mother telling Mac about it on the telephone. My ex-father has a fat old whore that drinks gin.â
There was a brief silence. Then Dave said carefully, âI donât believe your mother was referring to an owl, Mary Martha. The word you used doesnât mean that.â
âWhat does it mean?â
âItâs an insulting term, and not one young ladies are supposed to repeat.â
Mary Martha was aware that he had replied but hadnât anÂswered. The word must mean something so terrible that she could never ask anyone about it. Why had her mother used it then, and what was her father doing with one? She felt a surge of anger against them all, her mother and father, the whore, David, and even Jessie who wasnât there but who had a real father.
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