to argue, I said, âI am not going to visit James.â But as I spoke, I found myself taking off my own drab brown dress and slipping into the blue silk. The fabric touched my skin, as delicate as butterfly wings.
Sophia picked up my brush and comb and began brushing my hair. When it shone as brown and glossy as hers once did, she tied it back with a blue velvet ribbon. âThere,â she said. âYouâre not nearly as pretty as I am, but I suppose youâll do.â
I wanted to tell her she was not pretty now, but instead I stood silently before the mirror and admired my reflection. Instead of a wretched orphan, I saw a well-dressed girl, the sort Iâd admired on the streets of London.
Behind me, I noticed Sophia kept her back to the mirror. âWhy donât you stand beside me and look at yourself? Then you can see whoâs prettierâyou or me.â It was a terrible thing to say, and I was ashamed of myself for speaking the words out loud.
Ignoring my question, Sophia seized my hand and led me away from the mirror and out of my room. As we walked down the hall, the blue silk rustled like autumn leaves. My hair was a soft, sweet weight on my shoulders and neck. I walked lightly, gracefully. I forgot to be afraid, forgot to worry. At last I was going to meet my cousin James.
Sophia stopped in front of Jamesâs door. First she pressed her ear to the wood and listened. Then she bent to peek through the keyhole.
Straightening, she favored me with her thin-lipped smile. âHeâs all alone, sitting in bed, reading. Donât bother to knock. Just walk in and stand quietly until he notices you. He loves surprises.â
âArenât you coming with me?â I asked.
But I was speaking to empty air. Sophia was gone, leaving an echo of her laughter behind.
For a moment, I hesitated. Perhaps it was unwise to enter without knocking. Suppose I frightened James? What if Sophia was tricking me into doing something I shouldnât? Could I trust her to be truthful?
But I simply could not resist visiting my cousin. Quietly I turned the knob and slowly opened the door. The curtains were closed tightly, and the fire burned low. An oil lamp beside the bed gave enough light for me to see James. Propped up on pillows, he was deeply engrossed in a book.
Like Sophia, he bore little resemblance to the child in the photograph. His round cheeks were gone, leaving his face narrow and solemn. His skin was pale, and the hair tumbling over his eyes was long and curly. Even from this distance, I could see he was thin and frail. Sickly.
Cautiously I took a few steps forward, unsure whether I should approach him or tiptoe out of his room. What I was doing seemed intrusive, rather as if Iâd entered a sanctuary without permission.
I must have made a sound, for suddenly he turned and saw me. His reaction horrified me.
âNo,â he screamed, âyou canât cross my threshold. Itâs forbidden! Get out! Get out!â He was on his knees now, hurling a book at me. Then another and another.
The heavy volumes hit the wall over my head, and I ducked this way and that to avoid being struck. He was definitely stronger than he looked.
When he ran out of books to throw, James fell back against his pillow, shrieking and crying. âDonât come near me!â
I ran to him and seized his hands. âDonât be afraid. Iâm Florence, your cousin. Hasnât Uncle told you about me?â
âYou canât trick me,â James cried. âI know who you areâI know what you want!â
âNo, no, James, please listen. Iâm Florence Crutchfield. My father was your fatherâs brother. Iâm an orphan, just as you are. Weâre both wards of our uncle, Thomas Crutchfield.â
Gradually, Jamesâs struggles lessened, and I released his hands. Although he still trembled, he breathed more naturally and his body began to relax.
He studied my
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