The Girl from the Savoy by Hazel Gaynor Page A

routine, making neat hospital corners, plumping downy pillows, folding thick towels, replacing the scented lining paper in drawers, and placing freshly baked Marie biscuits into the silver boxes on the nightstands. The work is intense and time passes quickly.
    As we finish the last room on our round, I pull at a final pucker on the counterpane. The room, once again, set straight. I step back to admire our work and think of something Teddy once said as he watched me iron the laundry until everything was as smooth as glass. Life can’t always be starched sheets and perfect hemlines, Dolly. Sometimes creases and puckers will sneak in, no matter how much you tug and smooth. He had such wise and lovely words. It makes his silence all the more unbearable.
    Sissy is watching me. “Penny for your thoughts.”
    I let out a long sigh. “If only the mess we make of our lives could be tidied as easily. That’d be something, wouldn’t it?”
    She studies me for a moment. “What’s his name, your mess? Mine’s Charlie. Ran off with my best friend.”
    I hesitate. I don’t often talk about him, but something about Sissy makes me want to open up. “Teddy. He’s called Teddy.”
    â€œAnd what did Teddy do to make a mess of things?”
    I look at her and then I look down at my feet. “Nothing. Teddy did nothing at all.”

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TEDDY
    Maghull Military War Hospital, Lancashire
    March 1919
    â€œI wonder if I might see your face among the clouds, because sometimes I forget you.”
    M y bed is the last in a long row of twenty on the ward. It means that I’m the last to be fed and the last to be seen by the doctors on their rounds, but it also means that I am beside the window, and for that I would come last at everything.
    With a simple turn of the head I can look out at the sky and the distant hills. I can watch the clouds and the weather rolling in across the Irish Sea. I can turn my back on the rest of the ward and forget that I am here at all.
    Today the sky is a wonderful shade of blue. Bluebell blue. A welcome sight after yesterday’s relentless sheets of gray rain. My nurse tells me she hopes to take a walk in the park later.
    â€œIt’s lovely out,” she says, her voice cheery and bright. “Looks like spring has arrived at last.”
    I don’t speak. I barely acknowledge her as I stare at the window and watch a butterfly dancing around the frame. Unusual to see them at this time of year. A Peacock. Or maybe it’s a Painted Lady.I forget. I used to know my butterflies so well. Whatever it is, the nurses have let it out several times but it always comes back in.
    â€œI’ve brought some more of the letters to read,” the nurse continues. “Shall I start?”
    I turn my head toward her. She sits in a small chair beside the bed. Smoothes her skirt across her knees. Tucks a loose hair behind her ear. I nod. What else can I do? She’s here now. She says the letters will help me remember.
    She unfolds the page, and starts to read.
    October 5th, 1916
    My dearest Teddy,
    I looked at the sky this morning. Not just a quick glance because a bird flew overhead, but really looked, like you always told me to. I stood perfectly still and did nothing but look up. It was all peaches and raspberries. Yesterday it was soft velvet gray, like moleskin. I wonder if the sky looks the same in France. I imagine it is different somehow. Darker.
    Do you remember when we used to meet at the stone bridge and sit with our legs dangling over the edge, swaying like the bulrushes in the breeze? “Listen to the river,” you would say. “What can you hear?” I laughed at you. All I could hear was the water. But when I really listened I heard other things: the rush of wind through the grass, the hum of dragonfly wings, the splash as a fish took a fly from the surface. When I looked at the water all I could see was our reflections and the shadows