there every day to train the Mau Maus. From the way the Afghan policemen hold their weapons, itâs clear to Cederna that theyâre hopeless: heâs ready to bet that if the politicos decide to withdraw the troops and turn the war over to them, Afghanistan will fall back into the hands of the Taliban immediately. Cederna hates politicians; all they think about is lining their own pockets and thatâs it.
Once theyâve left the blockhouse the atmosphere relaxes and the patrol allows itself a walk along the road. The armored vehicles follow the soldiers, who are on foot like tame animals. From their shoddy holes-in-the-wall, the Afghans watch the soldiers parade by. Cederna frames them one at a time in the SC70/90âs sight, imagines hitting them in the head, the heart, the knees. In a specialization course he learned to breathe with his belly, so that the shoulder his rifle butt rests on remains stillâitâs a technique used by commandos, just what Cederna wants to become. At the end of the mission heâll submit his application to enter the special forces.
For the time being his job is anything but that of assault: Captain Masiero has distributed handfuls of candy to the soldiers and children buzz around them like wasps. René tries to disperse them, flailing his arms.
âDonât worry, Marshal. They wonât hurt you, youâll see,â Masiero makes fun of him.
âWe shouldnât let too many of them come near us at one time,â René snaps back. Heâs citing the regulations.
âAre you expecting a bomb on a beautiful day like this? If you act like that, I wonât allow you out anymore. Youâre scaring all my little friends.â The captain bends down to one of the children and ruffles his hair. âIt seems to me you still havenât understood a thing about our mission, Marshal.â
Cederna watches his leader take his lumps. He canât stand Masiero eitherâheâd gladly knee him in the stomach. He gives René a consoling clap on the shoulder instead, and he too starts handing out candy.
A little boy, smaller than the others and wearing a tattered smock, is about to end up crushed. Cederna lifts him up and the child lets him carry him, staring at him with wide, rheumy eyes, his nose caked with dried snot.
âDoesnât your mother ever give you a bath, kid?â
The answer is a kind of gap-toothed smile.
âYou donât understand a word Iâm saying, huh? No, you donât understand a word. I can say whatever I want, then. That youâre lousy with fleas, for instance. Filthy. Smelly. That makes you laugh? Really? Smelly, smelly. You stink. Look at you laughing! All you want is your candy, like all the others, right? Here you are. Uh-oh, slow down. Promise me, though, that when you grow up you wonât become a Taliban, okay? Otherwise Iâll have to put a bullet from this in your little head.â He waves the rifle in front of him; the boy follows it with his eyes. âTorsuâhey, Torsu, come over here.â
His cohort approaches at a slow jog, followed by his swarm of kids.
âTake my picture. Come on.â
With one arm Cederna holds the childâwho after trying unsuccessfully to unwrap the candy has popped it into his mouth, wrapper and allâand with the other raises the rifle in the air, holding it by the stock. Itâs a brazen pose, and heâll use it to beef up his online profile.
âDid I come out okay? Take another oneâone more.â
He sets the boy down on the ground, takes the last of the candy from his pocket, and tosses it far away, in the dust. âThere. Go get it.â
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