probably has, that heâs likely in pursuit of Peter to see if his is the unclear face in Celiaâs cell. Dana feels a slight wave of relief, a second or two of normal breathing, until it occurs to her again that sheâs the one heâs watching. Observing. Stalking.
âSo is he around much these days?â
âNot really. Why?â
âI just . . . I was thinking we could all get together, but then Iâ Sometimes I forget sheâs gone.â
Dana stares at him, at the way he fidgets with the objects in his hands, his slinky, half-crazed eyes. Heâs acting very weird, although, really, he always seemed to her a little off. Still, the husband is often a prime suspect in a murder like Celiaâs. She remembers this from many late-night Law & Order reruns, and she reminds herself that stereotypes exist for a reason. She wonders how much Ronald knows about his probable cuckolding. If heâs found the photo in the phone, heâs also found the almost certain cluster of calls to and from Peter. Has Ronald pushed his fat little thumb down on Peterâs nameâor possibly a simple âPâ for the sake of clandestinyâand reached Peterâs answering machine? Has Ronald started putting two and two together? Is he on some sort of mission to avenge his dead wife? Dana looks away. She avoids his eyes, hard and scanning, always scanningâthe aisles, her face, scanning, scanning, scanning. He seems out of control. He seems slightly crazy. She studies the contents of her shopping cart, fiddles with her purse strap. âWill there be a service?â
Ronald shakes his head. âWe canât do anything until they finish theââhe takes a deep breathââthe autopsy. Here,â he says, and he hands her a business card.
âThanks.â Dana drops it into her bag. âYouâll let me know, then?â
âSure thing,â he says, which Dana thinks is a totally odd thingfor him to say, all things considered. Or possibly itâs the cheery way he says it, the inanely pedophilic items heâs sticking on the conveyer belt.
âThese yours, maâam?â The cashier holds up a box of carob-covered animal crackers and a rubber duck.
âUmm . . . no,â Dana says.
âTheyâre mine.â Ronald moves closer. âMy stepchildrenââ he starts to say, but Dana swipes her debit card, reaches for her receipt, and picks up her bags.
âRonald,â she says, âdo you by any chance have Celiaâs cell phone with you?â
âWhat,â he says, âhere?â
Dana nods.
âNo,â he says. âI left it back in my room. Why? Why do you ask?â He turns toward her, and his face is red in the natural-childbirth lighting of the Root Seller. He looks like someone else for a minute; he looks like a stranger. Confrontational, like a road-rager pulling alongside her on the highway.
âIâd like to look at her photos.â
He scrunches up his face; his eyes are tiny circles, like drills boring. He opens his mouth to answer, but then he snaps it shut, leaving a small, slightly boozy bubble in the air between them. âDo you have my key?â
âYes. God! Here.â She reaches into her purse and pulls out an overloaded key ring. The colorful braided attachment Jamie made in eighth grade swings madly as she struggles to free Ronaldâs key. âI forgot I had this,â she says, thrusting it toward him.
He frowns. âYou sure about that? Iââ But before he can go on, Dana grabs her bags.
âBye,â she calls out, and disappears through the automatic doors, nearly running across the parking lot. It will push her over the edge if she has to spend another minute with Ronald, who is clearly now an angry, scary man, probably a millisecondfrom accusing her of breaking into his house the night Celia died. The bigger issue is how he knows this. Was he inside,
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