Anthonyâs handsome face. âVery little in life is.â His statement piqued her curiosity. Was he jaded because of his work or had something happened to make him so cynical? The question lay on her tongue but she held back. The last thing she needed was to become emotionally involved in this manâs life. He served a purpose. To get them to safety. Nothing more. She spread out the map on her lap. âWe take U.S. 20 to I-84 east to I-80 east and keep going until we hit Iowa. Then weâll merge onto I-280 east.â He nodded but didnât respond. The distance on the map looked daunting. She sent up a silent prayer of protection. Hopefully, neither the bad guys nor the police would find them along the way. Viv stared out the window, watching the miles go by in a haze of anxiousness. The silence became too much. She gave in to her curiosity about the man sheâd entrusted her and her sonâs lives to. âHow did you become a bodyguard?â His hesitation sent a ribbon of uncertainty through her. âI started out on the Boston police force,â he said finally. She tucked in her chin. âSo wait. Youâre a bodyguard that was a government lawyer that was a Boston police officer? A little bit of an overachiever.â But he still hadnât answered her question. He shrugged. âI studied law at night after I joinedthe force. When I received my degree and gained my license, I applied for a government job.â âYou didnât want to practice law?â âNo. Being an attorney was never my goal. I just needed the degree to do what I really wanted to do.â âWhich was?â she asked. âWork for the Treasury Department. Secret Service.â She raised her eyebrows. âAnd did you?â âYes.â Impressive. Guarding the President was a far cry from protecting the widow of a senator. âWhyâd you leave the service?â He slanted her a glance. âDoes it matter?â âTo me it does.â âWhat difference will knowing make?â She frowned. âAnthony, I have entrusted Mikeyâs well-being to very few people. Iâve taken a huge leap of faith in trusting you this far. Iâm putting a lot of faith in your ability to keep Mikey safe.â His mouth pressed into a thin line. âYour faith probably wonât help.â Apprehension bounced in her tummy. âThatâs not comforting. Care to tell me why?â âSituations in which people like me are needed tend to be short on comfort.â âThatâs not what I meant.â He glanced at her. The world of hurt she saw in his eyes tugged at her heart. She wanted to ease the pain she saw there. Empathy prompted her to lift her hand to offer some sort of solace. His expression hardened as he shifted his gaze back to the road, making it clear hedidnât want her compassion. Oddly hurt, she let her hand drop to her lap and folded her hands together. There was too much at stake to let raw emotions get in the way. âThe man I was protecting was assassinated on my watch.â Viv sucked in a stunned breath. Bad guys after them. The FBI suspecting her of murder. An unknown quantity of a bodyguard. And now this. But she wouldnât jump to conclusions. Too many people had done so with her over the years. Even him, in thinking her capable of killing her husband. She wouldnât be guilty of the same thing with Anthony. She tried to follow the Golden Rule as best she could. âSo did you make a mistake or was it just one of those unavoidable tragedies?â Â Anthony gripped the steering wheel tighter. Feeling her gaze like a laser dot on his temple, he tried to decide how to answer her question. He settled on the line his superiors kept spouting. âWhen a bulletâs got a name on it, thereâs nothing anyone can do once it leaves the barrel.â She made a strangled noise. âWhat does that