name was Sparky, and he was black and very sweet and gentle. Instead, I got a horse named Banner, a palomino, who was a nervous type, which didnât sit well with me because I wasnât the most confident rider.â She shook her head. âThe trainer who led us through the trails and across the farm fields thought it would be fun to jump a ditch that contained some irrigation equipment.â
Joe grunted. âI know whatâs coming.â
âWell, everyone soared over it, except me. I pulled on Bannerâs reins at the last second, and I went over his head and landed on my back on somekind of pipe.â She closed her eyes. âHe didnât step on me, but he came close. I remember seeing his underbelly. I got the wind knocked out of me. I couldnât breathe.â
She was breathing hard now, reliving the incident. âEveryone was too busy laughing to notice that I couldnât breathe. Everything started to go dark around the edges, and their laughter seemed to get farther and farther away due to my lack of oxygen. I hit the ground and broke my arm. Luckily, as I fell again, it knocked something in place, and I could breathe again.â
âWhat a horrible experience.â Joe met her gaze. âDid you get back on?â
âNo. I walked to the barn, got my bicycle and rode home using only my good arm. I never talked to my so-called friends again, and never went near a horse again.â She smiled. âIâm even leery of the ones that pull carriages in New York City.â
âNo wonder youâre scared, Maggie. Damn. Who wouldnât be? And you came here knowing that you had to ride.â
âWhat else could I do? This is about Danny, not me. Keeping him out of placement is the issue, not my fear of horses.â She crossed her fingers, and held them up. âIâm still hoping to overcome my fear.â
âIâll help you, Maggie, and I promise Iâll do everything I can to make sure you donât get hurt. But if anything does happen, Iâm a trained paramedic.You just have to trust me and try to stay calm. Can you do that?â
âItâs me that I donât trust.â
âYou just need confidence.â He put his hat back on. âLetâs table your lesson until tomorrow. I can always lend a hand at the corral.â
âNo.â She shook her head. She didnât know what had happened, but somehow this sweet, concerned cowboy had helped her to talk about it. Maybe sheâd been misreading him. Maybe he wasnât just concerned about his programâs success. In his own way, he led her to some kind of breakthrough. âIf you donât mind, Iâd like to try my lesson again. Letâs do it now. I donât want to think about it overnight, and I donât want to get too far behind the rest.â
âYou sure?â
âYes,â she said with all the confidence she could muster.
âExcellent decision. Letâs go.â
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Somehow Joe had known if he suggested that they wait on the lesson, Maggie would opt to try again.
A warm feeling settled over him. He wished he could lead her away from here. They could ride in the lower pasture where the wildflowers were in bloom. Hearing her open upâfinallyâmade him want to become even closer to herâ¦.
But he couldnât. And before he did somethingheâd regret, heâd better stop thinking about Maggie as a woman, and remember that she was just a participant in his program.
They came to the barn door, and Joe could sense her nervousness, hear her breathing quicken. He took her hand in his, and felt the warmth of her skin. He told himself that he was just trying to encourage her, but it felt so good to touch her.
âIâm going to have you bridle and saddle Lady a few times just to get you more comfortable being around her. Iâll be right next to you. Ready?â
She nodded. âReady.â
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