The Judgment of Caesar by Steven Saylor Page B

driftwood, scattered up and down the beach. I’ve gathered some, but we need more. You’ll help me, won’t you?”
    I gazed at Pompey’s corpse and nodded. As a young man, he had been famous for his beauty as well as his bravery. His physique had been that of a young Hercules, his chest and shoulders thick with muscle, his waist narrow, his limbs beautifully molded. Like most men, he had grown softer and thicker with passing time; the sagging lump of flesh at my feet was nothing any sculptor would have seen fit to reproduce in marble. Looking at what remained of Pompey, I felt neither pity nor revulsion. This thing was not Pompey, any more than the head with which the Egyptians had absconded was Pompey. Pompey had been an essence, a force of nature, a will that commanded fantastic wealth, fleets of warships, legions of warriors. The thing at my feet was not Pompey. Nonetheless, it would have to be disposed of. As far as I knew, Neptune himself had saved me from watery oblivion for the singular purpose of paying homage to Pompey’s remains.
    “He should have died at Pharsalus,” said Philip. “Not like this, but at a time and in the manner of his own choosing. When he knew that all was lost, he made up his mind to do so. ‘Help me, Philip,’ he said. ‘Help me keep up my courage. I’ve lost the game, and I have no stomach for the aftermath. Let this place be the end of me, let the history books say, “The Great One died at Pharsalus.” ‘ But at the last instant, he lost his nerve. Pompey the Great quailed and fled, with me running after him to keep up. Only to come to this, with his head carried off as a trophy for the king!”
    Philip dropped to his knees on the sand and wept. I turned away and scanned the beach for bits of driftwood.
    The sun reached its zenith and sank toward the west, and still we gathered wood, venturing farther and farther up and down the beach. Philip insisted that we build three pyres, one for the murdered scribe, another for the two centurions, and another, conspicuously larger than the others, for Pompey. By the time the pyres were built and the bodies laid atop them, the sun was sinking into the west, and shadows were gathering. Philip started a fire with kindling and flint, and set the pyres alight.
    As darkness fell and the flames leaped up, I wondered if Cornelia, aboard her galley, would be able to see her husband’s funeral pyre as a speck of light in the far distance. I wondered if Bethesda, wherever she was, would be able to see the same flame, and if it would remind her of the Pharos, and make her weep, as I wept that night, at the twist of fate that had turned a journey of hope into a journey of despair.

CHAPTER V

    My body exhausted, my mind numb, I fell asleep that night with the flames of Pompey’s funeral pyre dancing on my eyelids and the smell of his charred flesh in my nostrils. I slept like a dead man.
    Hunger woke me. I had eaten nothing the previous day, and very little the day before. My stomach growled as I stirred from a dream of fish roasting on an open spit. I smelled cooked fish; the fantasy was so real that it stayed with me even after I opened my eyes.
    I was lying on my back on the sand. The sun was high. I blinked at the brightness and raised a hand to shade my eyes, then the figure of a man blocked the sunlight. I saw him only as a looming silhouette, but I knew at once that it was not Philip, for this man was much bigger. I gave a start and skittered back on my elbows, then gave another start as something sharp was poked toward me. My stomach fairly roared with hunger. The thing in the man’s hand was a sharpened stick; on the stick was a roasted fish, hot from the flames.
    The man above me made a familiar grunt as he poked the fish toward me again in a gesture of offering.
    “Rupa?” I whispered. “Is that you?” I shaded my eyes and squinted, and glimpsed his face clearly for only an instant before tears obscured my vision.
    I blinked them away