use, something you can always depend on to earn some money.â
âLike horse training?â
âNo. Like carpentry. Not just knowing how to nail two pieces of wood together, but how to build something fine and of quality. Thereâll always be a need for that. The Lord Jesus Christ Himself was a carpenter, so you know you couldnât ask for a better trade. You can use your horse training too, but carpentry is something solid and dependable, and thereâll always be a need for it. Youâre good with your hands, Paul-Edward, and thereâs no question in my mind that youâve got a good head. You can learn whatever you set out to learn. Thatâs why Iâm sending you to study with a man I know in Macon. He builds the finest furniture around. You can learn a lot from him. You can go to school while youâre there too.â
âRobertâll go to school with me then? Heâll study with this man too?â
âNo. Iâll be sending Robert to school, but not there. Iâm thinking on sending him to a boysâ school in Savannah.â
I was bewildered. âBut why canât we go together? Weâve always studied together. Why not now?â
My daddy took a moment before he answered. âBecause youâre growing up.â
âBut thatâs got nothing to do with it.â
âOh, but it does,â said my daddy. âItâs got everything to do with it. Robert needs an education, and so do you. But you canât be educated in the same way.â
âButââ
âRobertâs white and youâre a boy of color. I canât educate you in the same schoolâyou know that. I canât educate you in the same way either. I need to look out for what I think is best for each of you. Later, when you become of age and maybe want to do something different, thatâs up to you. Right now, though, weâll do things my way. Come the fall, Robertâll go to Savannah to school, and youâll go to Macon to study. Thatâs just the way itâs got to be. I figure thatâs whatâs best for both of you.â
I didnât figure that was what was best for us though, and neither did Robert. The next night after that trip, I spent the night in my daddyâs house, as I sometimes did. While Robert and I were waiting for sleep, Robert said to me, âOur daddy talk to you about sending us off to school?â
âYeah,â I replied, and we both were silent.
âWell,â said Robert as the moonlight slipped over us, âI donât want to go. I donât want to go off to any Savannah school without you.â
âWell, Iâm not real happy about going to Macon myself,â I said. âIâd rather stay right here.â
âMe too,â Robert agreed.
âBut our daddy said I need a trade. Said you did too.â
Robert sighed heavily. âWish we could go together, same school.â
âOur daddy said that canât be.â
Even though it was dark except for the moonlight, I could see Robertâs eyes on me. âYou know, Paul, I hate it sometimes. Hate weâre not full brothers.â
Robert had told me this before. Once he had even wished my mama was his mama too, and when he was younger, he had thought she was, for his own mama had died soon after he was born, and my mama was pretty much the only mama he knew.
âI hate folks thinking of me as white and you colored,â he went on. âWish folks thought of us as the same.â
âWhich the same?â I questioned. âWhite or colored?â
âDonât matter to me,â said Robert without hesitation, âlong as we were the same.â
âI figure itâd matter you had to live colored awhile.â
Robert was silent to that, then reluctantly agreed. âMaybe so . . . but Iâll tell you something, Paul. You donât feel no different to me than Hammond or George. I hate
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