called me, sometimes when we were alone, he called me Paul-Edward. Thatâs because my mama had wanted to name me Edward after him, but my daddy had said it wouldnât be fitting, seeing that none of his boys with his white wife had his name. Out of respect for her, he said, he couldnât give it to me official-like, but he would think of me that way. So there were times when my daddy called me Paul-Edward, and my mama and sometimes Cassie did the same, but it was only between them and me.
âNo, canât say that I did,â my daddy said in answer to my question. âI heard of him, though. My own daddy told me about him. His name was Kanati; means the lucky hunter. My daddy said he left with some of his people headed west into Alabama or Mississippi before the soldiers made them go. From what my daddy told me, Kanati knew theyâd be made to go because folks like my daddy and others wanted the Nationâs land, and there was nothing to be done about that. The Army was set to drive Kanatiâs people out, and your granddaddy didnât want any part of any soldiers.â
âWish I couldâve known him.â
âWell, I know your mama wishes that too. She always wanted to know him herself.â
âYou expect weâll ever meet up with him? I mean, you expect heâll ever come back?â
My daddy looked at me then and answered me truthfully, as he always did. âI donât expect thatâs likely, Paul.â
âThis land,â I said, âit belonged to his people first.â
âThatâs a fact,â my daddy agreed. âMaybe thatâs where you get part of your love for the land. Now, of all my boys, you and Robert seem to have the most feel for the land. I know Hammond loves it as home, and so does George, but I figure Hammond will end up in business somewhere, and George has always been cut out to be a soldier. So when I pass on, thereâll be you and Robert to take care of the place. Robert loves the land and has a good head, but I donât know if heâs up to the hardships of farming. Besides that, he doesnât have a feel for the animals, especially the horses. I donât mean he doesnât care about them, I mean he just doesnât have a kinship with them, and you do. Why, the way you can calm a horse and ride him is an amazement, even to me.â My pride swelled up when my daddy said that. âI was a good rider as a boy, but youâre much better. You tend to know animals. Robert doesnât, but he does love this land.â
âThen we can take care of it together.â I dreamed on that.
âPerhaps so,â said my daddy thoughtfully. âThing is, though, when you get grown, you maybeâll want to leave this place and go out on your own.â
âLeave it?â I questioned. âWhy would I ever want to leave it?â
âMaybe one day,â he said, âyouâll know the answer to that question.â
In the many times we had hunted together since he had said that, I had not yet figured out the answer. There was, as I saw it then, no reason to leave. But on that night after the boys had torn my book and beaten me, my daddy said to me, âIâve decided to send you away to school.â
I stared at him across our campfire. âSir?â
âI want you to have an education and a trade. I want you to have a means of supporting yourself.â
âB-but,â I stuttered, âI know plenty already. Iâve been studying here, and you and Hammond and George, you all taught meââ
âWhat we taught you is only a beginning. Now, there are some colored schools opening up in Georgia and elsewhere where colored boys and girls are going for higher education, and thereâs a school in Macon you can go to, part-time, and later on, you want to take more schooling, you can do it. But what I want you to concentrate on learning now is a skill you can always
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