Partridge sniffed. She certainly managed to convey without saying a word of any kind, that she didnât think much of that Miss Megan.
I went back to the veranda.
âIs it quite all right?â asked Megan anxiously.
âQuite all right,â I said. âIrish stew.â
âOh well, thatâs rather like dogsâ dinner anyway, isnât it? I mean itâs mostly potato and flavour.â
âQuite,â I said.
I took out my cigarette case and offered it to Megan. She flushed.
âHow nice of you.â
âWonât you have one?â
âNo, I donât think I will, but it was very nice of you to offer it to meâjust as though I was a real person.â
âArenât you a real person?â I said amused.
Megan shook her head, then, changing the subject, she stretched out a long dusty leg for my inspection.
âIâve darned my stockings,â she announced proudly.
I am not an authority on darning, but it did occur to me thatthe strange puckered blot of violently contrasting wool was perhaps not quite a success.
âItâs much more uncomfortable than the hole,â said Megan.
âIt looks as though it might be,â I agreed.
âDoes your sister darn well?â
I tried to think if I had ever observed any of Joannaâs handiwork in this direction.
âI donât know,â I had to confess.
âWell, what does she do when she gets a hole in her stocking?â
âI rather think,â I said reluctantly, âthat she throws them away and buys another pair.â
âVery sensible,â said Megan. âBut I canât do that. I get an allowance nowâforty pounds a year. You canât do much on that.â
I agreed.
âIf only I wore black stockings, I could ink my legs,â said Megan sadly. âThatâs what I always did at school. Miss Batworthy, the mistress who looked after our mending was like her nameâblind as a bat. It was awfully useful.â
âIt must have been,â I said.
We were silent while I smoked my pipe. It was quite a companionable silence.
Megan broke it by saying suddenly and violently:
âI suppose you think Iâm awful, like everyone else?â
I was so startled that my pipe fell out of my mouth. It was a meerschaum, just colouring nicely, and it broke. I said angrily to Megan:
âNow, see what youâve done.â
That most unaccountable of children, instead of being upset, merely grinned broadly.
âI do like you,â she said.
It was a most warming remark. It is the remark that one fancies perhaps erroneously that oneâs dog would say if he could talk. It occurred to me that Megan, for all she looked like a horse, had the disposition of a dog. She was certainly not quite human.
âWhat did you say before the catastrophe?â I asked, carefully picking up the fragments of my cherished pipe.
âI said I supposed you thought me awful,â said Megan, but not at all in the same tone she had said it before.
âWhy should I?â
Megan said gravely:
âBecause I am.â
I said sharply:
âDonât be stupid.â
Megan shook her head.
âThatâs just it. Iâm not really stupid. People think I am. They donât know that inside I know just what theyâre like, and that all the time Iâm hating them.â
â Hating them?â
âYes,â said Megan.
Her eyes, those melancholy, unchildlike eyes, stared straight into mine, without blinking. It was a long mournful gaze.
âYou would hate people if you were like me,â she said. âIf you werenât wanted.â
âDonât you think youâre being rather morbid?â I asked.
âYes,â said Megan. âThatâs what people always say when youâre saying the truth. And it is true. Iâm not wanted and I can quite see why. Mummie doesnât like me a bit. I remind her, I think, of my
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