father, who was cruel to her and pretty dreadful from all I can hear. Only mothers canât say they donât want their children and just goaway. Or eat them. Cats eat the kittens they donât like. Awfully sensible, I think. No waste or mess. But human mothers have to keep their children, and look after them. It hasnât been so bad while I could be sent away to schoolâbut you see, what Mummie would really like is to be just herself and my stepfather and the boys.â
I said slowly:
âI still think youâre morbid, Megan, but accepting some of what you say as true, why donât you go away and have a life of your own?â
She gave me an unchildlike smile.
âYou mean take up a career. Earn my living?â
âYes.â
âWhat at?â
âYou could train for something, I suppose. Shorthand typingâbookkeeping.â
âI donât believe I could. I am stupid about doing things. And besidesââ
âWell?â
She had turned her face away, now she turned it slowly back again. It was crimson and there were tears in her eyes. She spoke now with all the childishness back in her voice.
âWhy should I go away? And be made to go away? They donât want me, but Iâll stay. Iâll stay and make everyone sorry. Iâll make them all sorry. Hateful pigs! I hate everyone here in Lymstock. They all think Iâm stupid and ugly. Iâll show them. Iâll show them. Iâllââ
It was a childish, oddly pathetic rage.
I heard a step on the gravel round the corner of the house.
âGet up,â I said savagely. âGo into the house through the drawing room. Go up to the first floor to the bathroom. End of the passage. Wash your face. Quick.â
She sprang awkwardly to her feet and darted through the window as Joanna came round the corner of the house.
âGosh, Iâm hot,â she called out. She sat down beside me and fanned her face with the Tyrolean scarf that had been round her head. âStill I think Iâm educating these damned brogues now. Iâve walked miles. Iâve learnt one thing, you shouldnât have these fancy holes in your brogues. The gorse prickles go through. Do you know, Jerry, I think we ought to have a dog?â
âSo do I,â I said. âBy the way, Megan is coming to lunch.â
âIs she? Good.â
âYou like her?â I asked.
âI think sheâs a changeling,â said Joanna. âSomething left on a doorstep, you know, while the fairies take the right one away. Itâs very interesting to meet a changeling. Oof, I must go up and wash.â
âYou canât yet,â I said, âMegan is washing.â
âOh, sheâs been footslogging too, has she?â
Joanna took out her mirror and looked at her face long and earnestly. âI donât think I like this lipstick,â she announced presently.
Megan came out through the window. She was composed, moderately clean, and showed no signs of the recent storm. She looked doubtfully at Joanna.
âHallo,â said Joanna, still preoccupied by her face. âIâm so glad youâve come to lunch. Good gracious, Iâve got a freckle on my nose. I must do something about it. Freckles are so earnest and Scottish.â
Partridge came out and said coldly that luncheon was served.
âCome on,â said Joanna, getting up. âIâm starving.â
She put her arm through Meganâs and they went into the house together.
Five
I
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