back arched
holding on, up against the corner
i see you touching
playing between there
and i can't help but stare
one step closer,
my clothes are wet
you haven't even noticed me yet
you're so deep into you
steam's rising off you . . .
water's feeling warmer
(or maybe it's just you)
steam blurring my view
don't know where to start
i just know i need to be next to you
again, i hear you whisper my name
more of me . . . wet
i'm feelin' myself pulsing
i'm a throbbing, soaking wreck . . .
'n i haven't even touched you yet
you turn to face me
moisture dripping down your . . .
i resist every urge to kneel and taste . . .
innocently enough . . .
i begin
with a kiss . . .
melting . . .
i feel the gentle sway forwards of your hips
and your hands reaching for my . . .
Name withheld, age 24
Heterosexual
Celibate
No children
Graduate student
Teacher
California, USA
I enjoy fantasising about having good vivid sex with a few
orgasms; celebrity sex with Colin Farrell, Jonathan Rhys Meyers
and Henry Cavill; and anal sex. My ex brought it up and got
me so turned on and interested in it. I would love a man to fill
me there but gently, lovingly.
In my fantasy my lover and I are seeing each other. It's our
first night and we go to his place and he seduces me. He covers
my body with kisses and licks, sucking and kissing me until
he licks me clean. He won't let me touch him though. Then he
makes sweet, passionate love to me. Later, after a warm bath,
he seduces me into letting him take me anally. Slowly.
Sweetly.
A Blast from the Past
Trudy, age 25
Heterosexual
Live-in relationship/marriage
Children
A levels
Homemaker/Care assistant
Northamptonshire, UK
I like men who have passion for what they do, so I kind of get
aroused when a man is shouting when something he really
cares about gets mucked up by someone, even if it's me who's
getting shouted at. It's safe to say I could never work for Gordon
Ramsay. I would be too turned on all the time. Historical themes
turn me on, mainly Regency going back to Tudor, some modern
day. (I did historical re-enactment.) Add to this bodices, castles,
vampire films, i.e. Dracula or Interview with a Vampire , and tall
moody men. I still like the bodices; I have a nice collection of
them now. My husband figures in my fantasies quite a bit. If
we go away together we make sure the hotel is old and has a
huge four-poster bed to get the history into it.
Lindsay, age 23
Bisexual
Live-in relationship/marriage
College degree
Customer Service Advisor
South Wales, UK
My main early sources of inspiration were the numerous 'slash'
or gay fiction websites. I lived vicariously through other
people's sex lives – not just the hardcore 18-rated things, but
the build-up, the romance, the arguments, the passion. It drew
me in. At the same time I had begun to appreciate fine underwear
and started to get interested in fetish from a clothing
point of view, realising the huge sexual and sensual promise
in fabrics like leather, PVC and velvet. The touch of them on
my skin was enough to arouse me.
I'm still reading gay fiction, though I now read a broader
field of erotica. I have also kept an interest in the world of
fetish, including tight-lacing corsets, vintage clothes, and
bondage. Although I rarely manage to go to fetish clubs, the
feeling of being someplace where people will appreciate your
corseted silhouette and PVC-clad thighs brings an incredible
erotic thrill. I have occasionally been a Mistress to some very
close friends, and their devotion to me is highly erotic. For
some reason I also have an unhealthy fixation on hot tubs,
though I'm yet to experience their fullest promise.
At first I was very confused about my sexual feelings towards
both men and women – I assumed there was something wrong
with me! As such, I was a late bloomer and did not lose my
virginity until the age of nineteen. When I first became sexually
aware, I found it difficult to touch myself and bring myself to
orgasm without the aid of a
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