spoke to her in his usual cold, confident way: âYouâre Seana OâSullivan, arenât you,â he said.
âThatâs correct.â
âIâm an admirer of your two novels,â he said, and he led us into the living room, which was handsomely appointed in a soothing combination of contemporary furnitureâsleek plastics and stainless steelâand antiques: an oak sideboard, a large French country table, rush-covered ladder-back chairs, electrified oil lamps, and, around the room, discretely placed, a dozen or so model ships, some of which, I knew, Mister Falzetti had made: fishing boats, sailboats, steamboats, ocean liners, and fully rigged tall ships like those you see in pirate movies.
If youâd met him in this setting, or in the home Nick had grown up in, in Longmeadow, Massachusetts, an upper middle class suburb south of Springfieldâthe house in Maine had been the familyâs country home until Mister Falzetti retired and they moved here full-timeâyou would have thought heâd probably gone to Harvard or Yale, and had been the CEO of an old-line WASP corporation. But it wasnât so. âWhat my dad does is to turn shit into gold,â was the way Nick had described his father to me. Mister Falzetti had grown up in the North End of Boston, one of nine kids from a poor Italian immigrant family, and had started out, at fourteen, digging sewer lines for a company in Newton, after which, when he was sixteen, heâd moved to a small, mostly Polish farming town in Western Massachusetts where he set up his own businessâmowing lawns, plowing driveways, pumping out septic tanks. Though he never finished high school, he was a fanatic about educationâthe one thing, he liked to say, the bastards canât take away from you. And when it came to smartsâNick loved quoting him on
stuff like thisâbeing a Wop among Polacks was like being the proverbial one-eyed man in the kingdom of the blind. By the time he was twenty-one, he owned his own company, which pumped out shit and sludge from peopleâs basements and septic systems, dug up their leach fields, put in their sewer lines, and plowed and repaired their driveways, and heâd also been able to corner lucrative contracts for school bus routes, waste treatment operations, and road workâsalting, plowing, repairsâin a half-dozen Western Massachusetts towns.
âSo letâs get to it, Charlie,â he said as soon as heâd poured wine for me and Seana. âTell us about Nick, since, except perhaps for poor Trish, you knew him better than anyone. Tell us about our boy: was he happy near the end?â
âNot especially,â I said.
âHe drank a lot, didnât he.â
âHe drank a lot.â
âThe man from the embassy said that his alcohol level at the time of death was off the charts.â
âProbably.â
âThen tell us something else: Are you glad heâs dead?â he asked, and before I could answer, he pointed a finger at me. âThe truth now, Charlie. Donât dissemble with me. Is it a relief ? Were you glad when it happened or, in the immediate aftermath, letâs say, when the actualityâits irreversibilityâhit home?â
âNo.â
âYouâre a liar, but a credible one,â he said. âNick always admired that quality in youâyour ability to fool people into thinking you were just an ordinary, okay guy. âMy friendâs a regular good-time Charlie,â he used to joke. You were the only person he knew whose way of being was a refutation of the truism that one cannot both be sincere and seem to be sincere at the same time.â
âI miss Nick more than you can know,â I said.
âI intend no criticism,â Mister Falzetti said. âWeâre all upset,
each in our own ways, but Iâll tell you this: you did make a terrific team, you twoâlike Tom Sawyer and Huck
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