The Proposal : An Erotic Romance Story by Jamie Lancover

if the sky is falling – if something is wrong you have to tell me. How am I supposed to be there for you when you won’t even allow me that much? Those complications you are having put you and our children at risk. I honestly don’t think Parker wants to go the rest of his life without his mother. I know I sure as hell don’t want to lose you.”
                  She looked down to the ground and bit her upper lip. “Fine, you have a point. I will be open about the pregnancy and other things that are going on. – And these complications are normal.”
                  “Really now? Then tell me what they are.”
                  “I have a heart murmur and I have been having bleeding. Not just a little bit – a lot a bit.”
                  “And you never told me because you thought I’d freak out?”
                  All she could do was nod. “Amanda I am here for you a hundred percent of the time. Even if it seems that I cannot help you in certain situations you have to know I can. You are important to me and if there is something I can do to help you I will do so.”
                  “Look, I am sorry for not telling you. You have so much going on right now Carson.”
                  “Well if I lost you then my world would shatter. You need to be open about this pregnancy that way I can determine what is going to happen.”
                  “Well what exactly do you want to know?”
                  “If it comes down to saving you or the babies which would you rather?”
                  Pausing she wasn’t expecting this question. Looking down to her pregnant belly she knew her answer. “I would want my babies to live.”
                  He nodded. “See I would have saved you instead.”
                  “Why?”
                  “Because we already have a son and he is going to need his mother!”
                  “These babies deserve a life too! I have been carrying them for seven months and they deserve to live. Parker will always have you.”
                  “Every child needs a mother! Every single one of them. There are mothers out there who don’t give a damn about their child, and those children suffer. You can give our son something I never can – and don’t ask me to explain it because I don’t know how to. But mothers have something fathers don’t. Our son is going to need you Amanda.”
                  “Why are we even talking about this? This will never happen. I will be fine Carson.”
                  He made a quick movement and was kissing her more passionately then he had in a while. Kissing him back they pulled away slowly. “I love you Amanda and I never want to lose you.”
                  “You’ll never lose me Carson. Never, and none of our children will.”
                 
     
     
     
     
     
    Chapter 9
                  Waking in the middle of the night their white bed sheets were covered in blood. “Carson,” she said shaking him awake. “We need to get to the hospital right now.”
                  He shot out of his slumber and saw the blood on the sheets. Quickly he grabbed a bag they had prepared and he helped her get out of bed. Walking her down the stairs he got the car ready and rushed back inside to get Parker.
                  “Daddy what’s going on?”
                  “Mommy needs to go to the hospital and we need to go with her.”
                  He nodded and was still half asleep. Putting him in his car-seat he quickly got onto the road and was heading to the hospital. Looking over towards Amanda she was closing her eyes and making that face. He knew she was in pain and she refused to make it known.
                  Getting onto the main road it was