Then she asked when I was leaving. All I could say was that I might need to stay for a while until the streets calmed down. Hearing her gathering a protest I stopped her with a reminder that I was in a police station, and that the place should be one of the safest in the city. Internally, I didn’t believe a word I was saying. The reality was that in the coming hours our block would probably become flooded with panicked and possibly infected people. I told her that I loved her and the kids more than anything. She started crying in a much more obvious manner then. After reminding her that they were all well equipped in the house I said something I never thought I’d say. “If anyone tries to get into the house – you shoot first.” She was quiet. “I have one of those walkie-talkies I bought with me. If the phones go down, I’ll use it as soon as I’m within range.” I waited a minute and she eventually let out a sobbing “ok”. I told her I loved her again and reassured her everything would be fine, and that before we knew it we’d be at my parents’ farm waiting this whole thing out. Minutes after hanging up I realized I didn’t have the walkie on me; it was in my car…
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0230 hours:
There’s no paraphrasing this. I hate gut feelings. It was all falling apart. From the New York Times website, my fears became a reality: “ REAPER VIRUS SPREADS UNCHECKED THROUGH URBAN CENTERS WORLDWIDE… THE DEAD NOW WALK!”
People were starting to congregate in front of the building. If only we could tear down the giant yellow “CAMPUS POLICE” awning in the front of the building. Other than the lights acting as a beacon in the desolate block, the awning was a big invitation for any desperate person around. What was more concerning was that the power had been blinking. Our computers never shut down, but the lights would for a split second or so. It was eerie to say the very least. We were hearing more shots outside. It looked like someone was lying in the middle of the street at the end of the block. You couldn’t see much from the camera in front, because even when the world wasn’t falling apart its quality was very poor, but it looked like three people were crouched around the person. I hoped they were helping the poor soul; although I don’t think that was the case.
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0318 hours:
I had to get to my car for my survival pack. Things were getting worse outside by the minute. I had to step out of the radio room for a moment just to clear my head. Lance was in the hall when I ran to the bathroom. He gave me the “why the fuck are you here!?” look. My response was only, “You live on the south side of the James so do you have a way back across the river?” His answer was silence. “Lance, I either need you to come with me or I need to borrow your gun.” He shot a puzzled look back at me. Before he could offer a rebuttal I answered his unspoken questions. “I have to get to my car on the second level where I always park. In my trunk there is a bag of supplies that could help us get through a few days in here. With everything that’s going on out there, I’d like to have someone to watch my back or a way to defend myself. I don’t plan on ending up infected or as a meal for some of the sick fucks out there.” He nodded and said to meet him by the vending machines in fifteen minutes.
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0433 hours:
I sat back in the radio room, trying to fathom everything I’d just experienced. My hands were trembling uncontrollably. Just as he promised, Lance was waiting, fiddling with the Pepsi machine. “Ten minutes or less. I promise.” “If not, people will notice we’re gone and they’ll lock us out. The Corporal is talking about locking down the building until sunrise when they can get more people to come in,” he told me in a near whisper. I took my uniform shirt off, stashing it next to the drink machine. He did the same but kept his vest