a long time that youâd marry her. Maybe you donât have the nerve to propose to her.â
âNerve?â Quentin said with attitude. âYou donât think I have the nerve to propose to Chloe?â
âTerminally ill people are pretty candid. Donât take it personal.â
âIt has nothing to do with nerve.â
âThen why havenât you asked her yet? Youâre not getting any younger.â
Quentin said, âMaybe Iâm waiting on you to get better, so I can leave her and we can run away together.â
âShoot, we can do that now. Where you wanna go?â
âI donât know,â Quentin said. âBarbados?â
Alexis pressed the remote control next to her bed and the television came to life. She clicked through the channelsâall with some peaceful sceneâuntil she got to the channel with the white sand beach and waves crashing over the shore.
There were about twenty channels for the residents to choose from as a form of pain management. It was all about meditation and relaxation. Alexis used the television more than the other ladies, but then she also used less morphine.
âYou know, on a serious note,â Alexis said, âwhy donât you get a couple dudes up in here? It gets pretty boring with all this cancer-ridden estrogen floating around.â
âIâm not enough man for you?â Quentin asked, as he stood up from his chair. He kissed Alexis on the top of her head. It wasnât something he did with all the residents, but he and Alex had become close. If heâd ever had a little sister, he imagined sheâd be like Alex.
âYouâre about to make me blush,â Alexis said. âDonât go home smelling like me; your girlfriend might get mad.â
Alexis burst into laughter at her own joke. She smelled like a mixture of menthol, oatmeal, and sickness. There was nothing appealing about the scent of decay.
âIâll be back to see you tomorrow. Iâve got to meet some new nanny my mother hired.â
Alexis raised her sparse eyebrows. âIâll be counting the seconds until you return. Except after I take my meds. Then Iâll be out like a light until your return.â
âYes, you better take your medication, Alex.â
âI will. I promise.â
Quentin squeezed her hand. âDonât suffer.â
âYou either.â
Quentin kissed Alexisâs head once more before he left the room. He couldnât promise her he wouldnât suffer, though. Quentin witnessed the pain of every resident at Transitions and felt an emotional drain every time one of them passed on.
Sometimes Quentin asked himself how many times he would watch someone die before he stopped feeling guilty for being alive. And he couldnât answer the question. He didnât know when it would be enough, or if it would ever be enough. As long as his pain enveloped him like a woolen shawl, heâd continue to watch their transitions, while he stayed the same.
CHAPTER 7
M ontana stood outside the Chambers mansion, feeling tiny in comparison to its grandeur. Although it was the biggest house sheâd ever seen up close, the white brick and blue shutters gave it a welcoming feel.
Montana lifted her hand to ring the bell, but the door swung open before she got the chance. Standing in front of her stood a sour-faced woman in all black, with her hair pulled back in a mean-looking bun.
âOh, hello,â Montana said, unable to hide her surprise.
The womanâs gaze swept over Montana from head to toe. âYouâre late.â
âI know, and Iâm so, so sorry,â Montana gushed. âI just ran into horrible traffic on the way from church.â
âCome in. Mrs. Chambers is expecting you. I am Ms. Levy. If you do get the job, you will report to me.â
If she got the job? Montana thought their meeting was a formality. She didnât know she was still being
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