quiere.â âDid you just say he wants God?â âNo. Itâs a saying that means to trust in Godâs will. My grandmother and mother say it all the time. Itâs drilled into my brain. Si Dios quiere. Itâs how I try to live my life. The worse things get, the more I lean on that trust.â âI donât trust easily.â He was looking straight ahead. The muscle in his jaw popped. âMy son probably doesnât trust men at all. Will you go with me? Iâm sure they have issues, too, and men would be on the top of the list. You, being the nanny, might help them feel safer.â âI would love to.â He nodded and patted her hand. âOkay. Donât worry about the roof.â He waved to the apartment. âIâll take care of it after I get off work.â â You donât worry about this.â She made a bigger wave. âYou worry about rescuing the good people of the county and Iâll take care of my property. You are about to discover the power of the Ortega army. Be very happy we are on your side.â She gave him her best wicked laugh. âMy father and brothers will have all this cleaned up and fixed before you can drive your patrol car around the county three times.â He looked at her one more time. âAre you sure youâre okay?â âYes, Iâm stronger than I look. I promise.â Sheâd learned the hard way how strong she could be. Now she hoped she was strong enough to make the right choices for her heart. She wasnât sure how much more it could take. Si Dios quiere. Iâm trusting You, God.
Chapter Three A njelica looked at her hands clasped tightly around the handle of the bag she had packed for the two little ones they were about to take home. Garrett pulled his truck into the empty parking lot of a nondescript brick building. It didnât even have windows on the front, just one glass door. During the forty-five-minute trip to town, she told her heart not to get too engaged. These were his children. His family, not hers. She was just the nanny. But still, the pictures of those innocent faces embedded themselves in her head. She had a feeling that in the end, her heart would be broken again. She was never the kind of person who could keep an emotional distance. With her, it was always all in or not. How did someone teach their heart portion control? Garrett cut the engine. He leaned over the steering wheel and looked at the sky. âI canât believe how fast this has happened.â âYou made it easy for her to move the kids from an emergency shelter to a home. Iâm sure she wishes all her cases were this easy.â She checked her watch again. âWeâre early.â With a glance to the backseat, he opened the top button of his starched blue shirt. His black cowboy hat and jeans looked sharp. âWell, I guess itâs time to fill those car seats.â He cleared his throat. âThank you for all youâve done so far.â âHow could I not help?â Waiting for him to move out of the truck, she sat in silence. Her attention went to her watch again. Thirty minutes early. If he needed to sit out in the parking lot, she could do that, but she really wanted to see the kids. âOkay.â With one hand on the door, he turned to her. âAre you ready?â She bit back a laugh and just nodded. He was a mess. She imagined a first-time dad might react the same way with the birth of his child. But for him, skipping those first few years probably made it harder. The heat off the black asphalt threatened to melt her makeup. Garrett held the glass door open for her as he pulled on his collar. âItâs unusually warm for March.â Nodding, she entered a sterile and empty lobby. Green vinyl chairs lined a paneled wall. Above them were posters depicting women and children, along with warning signs of abuse or neglect. A narrow corridor led to