hallway.
When she saw me, Mom smiled knowingly. âIt stopped snowing an hour ago and the roads are fineâschool isnât canceled.â
âOh no . . . I, um . . . Is Keene gone?â I asked as she reached the top step.
âYes.â Mom reached for my hand and held it. âWhat is it, sweet pea? Why are you still awake?â
I begged her with my eyes, hoping she would try to understand even though she obviously felt differently, as I said, âMom, I . . . I donât like Keene.â
She sighed. âYou will, Fizzy, youâll see. These things just take time.â
There was something in Momâs voice that kept me from saying more. She seemed so determined,
desperate
even, for Keene and me to like each other.
Chapter 8
When theâhatefulâGenghis started yelling at me on Monday morning, my room was still pitch-dark. My thoughts went something like this:
Who set that alarm? Is this some sort of joke? Because itâs not funny. Itâs downright cruel.
Naturally I blamed Keene. Until I remembered that
I
was the one whoâd set my alarm clock.
I found Mom downstairs leaning against the kitchen counter, drinking a cup of coffee.
Do you always do this?
I wanted to ask, because in my opinion, a person whoâs always ârunning lateâ doesnât have time for leaning.
But Mom beat me to the questions. âWhat are you doing up so early?â
I shrugged. âI thought maybe Iâd walk to school today.â
Wrinkles formed on Momâs forehead. âOh? And why is that?â
I looked down at my bare feet and mumbled, âI canât be late for school anymore.â
Mom set her coffee down. âAll right. Could you please explain?â
âItâs just that I donât want to go to the principalâs office anymore,â I said softly.
Momâs eyes bulged. âWhen were you in the principalâs office?â
âFriday . . . and it wasnât the first time,â I told her. âIâm late a lot, Mom.â I felt bad saying it. I really did.
Momâs face melted into a sad sort of smile. âIâm still trying to figure out how I can do it all . . . by myself . . . and I . . . I . . .â She shook her head and then showed me her palms. âAll right.â
I headed for the stairs but when I glanced back, Mom looked so sad. âEnjoy your coffee,â I tried.
Another sadâguilt-loadedâsmile.
I felt bad for her and didnât want to leave her like that. I took another step toward the stairs and stopped, grinning as the idea hit me. I turned to face Mom fully as I said, âYou know, Iâm sure youâd feel much better about all this walking if I had a cell phone.â
It worked: Immediately Mom hardened and said, âWe canât always get everything we want in life, Fizzy.â
I took the stairs two at a time and was already at the top when she called after me, âThe sooner you accept that, the better off youâll be!â
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Mom caught me at the front door on my way out and said, âI almost forgot: I spoke to your aunt Liz and she wants you to plan on going over to her house after school every day this week to try out a bunch of recipes for the contest.â
I shouldâve known something was up right then because Mom had talked to Aunt Lizâwhich she hardly ever does anymoreâbut I didnât. So I just said, âOkay . . . but what about Thursday?â
âWhat about Thursday?â
âItâs Parentsâ Night at school,â I reminded her.
âOh, right. Keene and I will pick you up from your aunt Lizâs right after work,â Mom said.
âWhy?â was the word that tumbled out of my mouth, as in,
Why would Keene come?
He wasnât my parent. He wasnât anybodyâs parent.
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