a daughter, Diane, who oddly also married into the McDonald family.â
âDiane McDonald. She was Jennifer and Raeâs mother.â
âYes.â
The faded page creaked as I turned it. The families were intertwined like the thick honeysuckle vines growing on the back fence of the Prince Street house. âAnd you asked your mother about all this?â
She studied the page so closely, recalling distant memories fading fast. I wondered if she remembered it. âShe never admitted to any of it.â
âYou must have talked to someone. Who told you about the adoption? How did you end up with this book?â
A frown furrowed her brow. âI donât remember. Iâve been trying all morning to remember the details of how the book came to me all those years ago but I canât dig up one memory. This damn disease is stealing my life.â Tears moistened her eyes. âI need to remember. I need to find out what happened to Jeffrey and why Fiona gave me away. And why didnât she ever want me back after she was married again?â
A lot of time had passed, but the pain on Ameliaâs face was raw. Her wound had never healed.
âHow did you get this book here, Amelia? I didnât bring it from the house.â
Her eyebrows rose. âI called my attorney. I asked him to bring it to me. Itâs been with my papers for years.â
âColin West?â
âYes. I think it was Colin.â
Iâd met Colin to get Charlie and discuss Ameliaâs finances. In his late thirties, he was polite, nice, and reserved. Not classically handsome, but very intense. He always wore a suit, and once I jokinglyasked if heâd come into this world fully attired. He wasnât amused. Jokes and Mr. West were strangers. Iâd have written him off if Charlie hadnât liked him.
Amelia laid her small hand on mine, her grip tight. âMaybe you can talk to your friend Jennifer McDonald. I bet she would be able to find out more.â
I drew back. Her addled mind was missing critical bits of information and she didnât realize it. Still, the words sliced. âJennifer is dead, remember, Amelia? She died in a car accident when we were in high school.â
She clutched her white blanket as though holding on to memories. âJennifer is gone?â
âYou remember the car accident, donât you?â There were so many times that I wished I could forget it. But not a day passed when I didnât hear the screech of locked wheels or my screams blending with Jenniferâs as the car struck an old tree by the river.
âThe accident.â Ameliaâs lost eyes stared back at me. âJennifer was killed?â
Carefully, I closed the book, sensing the frail woman who had greeted me when Iâd entered the room minutes ago had been overtaken again by the shadows. Her memory flicked off like a light. âIt was a long, long time ago, Amelia. Donât worry about it.â
Still holding my hand she offered to console me. âBut it was an accident.â
âYes. A very bad accident.â
âMaybe you could ask Jenniferâs sister, Rae, about Fiona. Rae was always such a smart girl. Always had the answers.â
âI havenât seen Rae in sixteen years, Amelia. She and I arenât friends like we used to be.â
When Jennifer died, Raeâs world of order was turned upside down with grief. She acted out, rebelled against her own motherâs stoic acceptance of Jenniferâs death. She went looking for love and comfort anywhere she could find it. Rae soon found herself pregnant at sixteen.
I moistened my lips, the constant craving for alcohol elbowing to the front of my mind. Iâd thought about drinking every day since the accident and most days could list all the reasons why I was grateful I no longer drank. But today, the gratitude list was woefully short. All the true and sure reasons for sobriety that usually
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