itâs going to turn into an attic situation all over again, ending with an argument way too far from home.
âIâm turning around,â I say, just before I see something ahead, poking up through the dirt behind an especially dense cluster of trees.
âWhat is that?â Margaret asks, suddenly terrified, a complete turnaround from the moments leading up to this. âWhat the hell is that?â Sheâs stopped walking midstride, staring at the thing, a strange-looking rock, perhaps? I donât understand why sheâs reacting so strongly to it.
âCalm down,â I say, and this time itâs my turn to feel smug. I make my way toward the stony thing, wondering why Margaret isnât leading the way or even following me.
The edges of the big rock ahead look too smooth, too shapely, to be made naturally. It seems to get larger with every step, an ever-expanding vessel of stone. I keep walking through the trees until Iâm standing over it, my eyes wide, my brain struggling to understand what Iâm seeing.
Itâs a tomb.
And, behind it, multiple scattered gravestones, each of them filthy and streaked with moss.
In all my time living here, I have never heard of there being a cemetery on the property. The estate has been in my family for generations, too, so Iâm wondering if these are people I was related to in some way. I know my mother, grandmother and great-grandmother were all buried in one of the cemeteries in town, and these graves look old , so I doubt it.
There arenât words on any of the markers, or if there are, they are far too worn to distinguish. I step around the tomb and count twelve graves, all clustered together among the trees. There is no clearing, no gate, nothing at all to mark off the area of sporadically placed headstones of various sizes and shapes.
Margaret finally catches up to me after her hesitant start, stepping out from behind an especially wide pine with caution.
âWeird, huh?â I say, watching her eyes take in the sight.
When my cousin sees the tomb and gravestones, she begins to scream.
SHE DOESNâT STOP screaming until I physically pull her away from the tomb. âWhat is wrong with you?â I yell over her cries as I lead her away.
Margaret quiets down after a step or two. I try to talk her into transitioning her quick, jagged gasps into slow, thoughtful breaths. I forcibly lead her through the trees, her panic fading as we get farther away from the graves. Her hands shake as she tightens her arm around mine, holding on and looking over her shoulder as if to make sure we arenât being followed.
âMargaret,â I say, tears welling in my eyes. I donât care if she sees me cry; I canât handle it all anymore, the stress, the fear. Acosta or not, I am heading for a mental breakdown. â Please tell me whatâs going on. Please stop pushing me away because youâre afraid, or angry, or whatever the hell it is. Let me be here for you!â
My cousin takes little gulps of air as she walks quickly with me in the direction that we came from. Once weâve cleared the trees and the house is in sight, she lets go of my arm, shrugging away from me, walking toward the house as defiantly as she walked away from it less than an hour ago. Something has to be done , I realize right away. I canât take this anymore.
I have to tell my father about Margaret.
We go back inside through the double glass doors leading to the kitchen. Miranda and Vanessa are sitting at the wooden table in the corner, going over sheets of paper that look like they might be seating arrangement charts. Margaret goes through to the dining room exit without acknowledging their presence, and I tag along behind, returning Mirandaâs hesitant greeting with an empty smile and a hello. Vanessa looks flustered and miserable and pretends to be too engaged with whatever sheâs working on to look up. I wonder if she told her
Jonathan Casif, Sneer Rosenfeld